holiday is no holiday
it's so muggish holiday
i'm choking i can't breath
the pressure and stress building up
i can feel it
what if i don't make it
the question is so loud
what if even tho i put in my best
i still won't make it
what am i supposed to do

what is friendship
why is it something so fragile
that can be torn apart so easily
what is love then
is it something more than friendship
is it just an exchange
is it something that ends more abruptly than friendship

why do we study so hard
is it just to get a job
is getting a job so important
is money everything
what is money
you can't take it to your grave

what is trust
people say it breaks like pie crusts too
will what you believe be always true
what if it's not
how is it possible to know
i don't know

what is reality
am i real
what if i am not
who am i
it's human to cry
am i human

this song means a lot to me
what else does
i don't know
perhaps friends, family
what is the right answer
i don't know

i hate questions
i don't want to think
i don't want the answer
why am i struggling so hard
what will i get in the end

what is destiny
can i control it
is this my destiny
i don't know
i want to change it
how can i
sometimes it's not my choice
maybe it's never been my choice

this is my blog
my little space
what else do i have
what else do i really have
always clinging on to hope
memories perhaps
of who
of what

is this my life