Sunday, January 28, 2007

Since we've always been together
the space between us has become too big.
Waiting for your honest reply,
anyone would be lonely.

If you're crying in the town I can't see,
even if I'm not with you, my smile will still reach you.

In these wavering skies, I will fly to you.
I can feel it this close,
these two feelings.
Your Birthdate: March 22

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.


WTF larrrrrrrr omg. is this gonna be true or wad.... loves i'll have 4!!??? omg i don't want to love so many people unless out of the 4, 2 are my parents and maybe the other one is my brother... AND wtf why do i have to have my heart broken 5 times!!??...

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Just watched the match where Sharapova played against Serena Williams for the 2007 Australian Open Finals for the championship title. I could see the nervousness in Sharapova's eyes, she lost her feel, her touch, and kept making reckless and narrow services, allowing Serena Williams to use sheer strength and brute force to overcome, eventually nailing Sharapova at 6-1, 6-2. A pity that Sharapova never got to hear her fans scream, there were no opportunities at all. She didn't even break a sweat, she didn't have the chance to chase after the whamming ball to even sweat.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Today's CT was fun and slack. unlike our previous CT who always gave homework like compre to do during meet the CT session. Sarah Ong said something very meaningful at the end of all the games we played. J2 year is going to past very quickly and she said to find a friend you can really rely on, a friend you can trust and support you in times of troubles. Yeah perhaps i lack the skill in picking friends. If you don't like it, just say it. You don't have to fucking backstab me and when i talk to you, just give a polite smile and a nice answer, fucking bitch. Perhaps the fault lies in myself that i misjudged you, thinking you were my friend, and i trusted you but in the end what happened, you had to break that trust, or maybe you were never my friend, and it was me who was stupid. At least now i know who i can believe in, and who i cannot believe in, there are i believe few hypocrites and bitches in this world, just blame it on my poor luck and judgement to have met you. I guess i can move on with life now and you can also move on with yours since you have gotten what you always wanted. And you don't have to say stuff like "Sherman always never come for sectional(s)" it's like what the fuck i only skipped one sectionals lar and you don't have to say okay you can don't come tomorrow then tell somebody else another story bitch. Just go away lar. chee bye.

Monday, January 22, 2007

chem test test and test so many tests all chem wtf... today the chem was screwy shit tml got spa practice test WAhlaO eh what is tissss term 1 only meng tests. wtf and so much hw. how to do how to finish?!


phil wind concert was damn zai. there was 2 things super zai =p the conductor was damn zai John Boyd some foreigner don't even need the conductor score to conduct then his flicks and flips were damn strong and precise. another zai one is the soprano sax player. his hair omg jap dao... at first i tot he was jap cos cheongee saw the prog booklet inside got jap name. BUT omg he's local. and his hair wtf nice haha. better than madihah's paul twohill =((

Sunday, January 21, 2007

actually there is ONE thing my maid can help me do =(( homework! haha.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Swee. this year got harp player. And the sound is frigging nice i wanna play too!!! no fair ... ... ... pluck pluck pluck strum strum strum suddenly you feel heavenly. yeah so heavenly but the pieces we playing now all grade 6 above it's siao diao... as in the syf piece is ok lar not very hard but the jurrasic park and armenian dance -.- may concert pieces are crazily nice but goddamn hard at first sight.

No matter how many times you play pool with cheongee, u will get very gek sai. He IS pro but he always aim until so zai then hit the ball so zai and the ball gets in. but never in the hole intended for it to go in. the ball will spin spin bounce bounce reflect ricochet whatever until almost 0 velocity and chip into the holes. then i hit the black ball, last ball le, then so many times, OMG lar i hit the black ball miss the hole lar nvm bounce bounce reflect argh 0 velocity that time just nice doink doink at the jaw of the hole wtff.... then the white ball sui sui for him to hit >< IZ see liao oso luff wah lao. damn malu i keep whamming the cue ball out of the table.

now my mum employ maid liao damn sian. it's like no privacy and very extra one more person at home. not like my house very big need maid to clean and stuff lar. wah lao now i dno how to say but i go home ppl open door for me damn weird. then the maid like non stop asking me sir you want to drink water? you hungry? you want anything call me. ARGH.>!>!>!>!>!>!>!> zzz... dno just not used to it. maybe cos i nv had maids b4. actually i had but one maid just whacked me until i cried and go hospital last time and she immediate send back like primary sch then 2nd one oso primary sch i think but she keep robbing money until we bo bian send her back. WAh siAn. hope this maid no problem.

borat is gay and gross don't watch

Thursday, January 18, 2007

So sian so fast fail 2 tests liao out of 2 tests and the test supposed to be easy lar... then retest still fail wah lao what is this...

Angel mortal quite ok lar. My junior class MAP but at least still never tio ppl who i dowan to tio so haha. meng scam and damn fun. long lost mortal.

everyday very slpy. dno cos of wad. stress makes ppl slpy? maybe i nv slp enuff nia.

In the blue clouds we belong
Threw away the past we forlorn
The beauty once awoken
Long melted in the hearts forsaken

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Some stuff to ponder about:


Exercise 9: Application Question
Which of the two viewpoints do you support? In your answer, refer to arguments in the passages and include your own thoughts and examples.


I disagree with Michael Backman’s viewpoint. However, I don’t really agree to Ms Bhavani’s article as it is biased and extreme.


As mentioned by Backman, one of the most influential factors that shaped our media freedom was that we being a multi-racial country, had to ensure that the media does not produce any religiously-sensitive issues that could possibly endanger our peaceful society. He says that we have nothing to hide as Singapore is mature enough. I disagree with Backman. An example would be that in dealing with the Tudong Issue that surfaced a few years ago, the media dealed with it very carefully, as racial issues would stir up a commotion. Even so, the following day, an uproar was created in the questioning of equality of people allowing only racial groups to wear “special” clothing. This shows that the Singapore is still not matured enough to handle such issues and that the media should practice censorship. This also pretty much suggest the failure of Singapore’s National Education to educate the people to be racially incorrupt. Issues of racial conflicts are seen everywhere in the news on a almost weekly basis in Singapore.


In addition, I disagree with Backman that the Singaporean government has got nothing to hide from the public. It is true that our government is transparent and would announce policy changes and stuff, but it is only AFTER that all these have been implemented that they announce it. What is the use? Nothing can change the policie already and the failure of the speaker’s corner, the censorship in the FORUMS section in Straits Times have been sufficient evidence to show the lack in receptivity and the “I -Don’t-Want-to-Listen-to-Your-Views” attitude. Another example would be the blogging issue involving Mr. Brown. Personally I have listened to his podcast regarding the Singapore government, all they reflected IS really the truth about the lack of competency and etc. of our government. However, what our government did was to silence them. This reflects what I did in Exercise 5 about the weaknesses of Singapore’s management. It is ironic that the Minister of Education himself identified the flaws of Singaporeans in the workplace forgetting that they themselves are too Singaporeans. The point mentioned about the lack of change, and the resistance to change in Singaporeans are also shown here in the government itself. This is why our media has always been contrained and rotten.


Furthermore, I disagree with Backman’s views although he was able to make a balanced viewpoint by acknowledging the fact that the government has indeed made efforts to open up the media. By allowing bar-top dancing means having more freedom? It is total rubbish. The government should be focussing on more serious issues and liberalising the latter instead of wasting time liberalising insignificant bar-top dancing issues. The government is sure clever enough to priortise the education system to morph it into something that now totally produces heaps of untreated waste in the higher levels of education- no freedom of selection of subject combinations and tied down by rote-learning, but unable to apply their divine skills of priorising to the media itself. More pertinent and prominent issues of censorship are just dealt with closing one eye, and worse issues of racial conflicts are dealt with closing both eyes. The government just merely submit a report on the issue itself and how they have deemed to have “resolved” it and close the case without allowing more freedom of speech. What the government is tackling is the symptom and not the problem itself, this is why that Singapore’s media has never been able to open up at all. Bar-top dancing, Tudong issue, maid beating, all these issues are symptons of a bigger problem. The government lacks the skills to identify such problems and solve them, or perhaps they actually know the problem but are too lazy to solve it. The Mr. Brown issue where more and more racist or politically-biased and extreme ideas are brought up resulted in dire consequences and the government issued warnings to reduce such incidents and now they carry out censors of blogs and hold individuals responsible for whatever they write on the blogs. This has also created an uproar. However, is this the real problem? That people are posting such stuff in blogs? No I don’t think so. The issue of blogging racists topics and views always gather the greatest hits and views, this is because that every human has a subconscious part of them. A newspaper article have carried out research and suggested that even though WOW Singapore is a multiracial society and have no racial riots etc., but actually there is a subconscious mind that hold such racists ideas. A simple experiment was conducted where heartbeats were measured when a particular person meets people of different races and note that their heart beats increases as the skin colour gets darker. The person being experimented is a highly revered professor who has absolutely no past records of being racist at all, but check out the cool results. Results aside, psychologists have also determined that most normal people although looking rather calm upfront a person of an opposite ethnic race, but frantic in their hearts and mind itself. So actually, after so much examples, this only proves one simple point that the problem is the people itself. The government are also people, and undoubtedly they would also have a positive result after taking the test. So what they are doing now are only handling and tackling the symptoms. They should therefore allow media to be open as the more you disallow a person to do a thing, the nature of him is that the more he wants to do it. Such a feeling about racist ideals and stuff would only amalgamate and accumulate as a dormant nuclear bomb until it really errupts. Also, the Phua Chu Kang incident is also very significant in this discussion. The government has talked so much about national identity and stuff, whether singlish should be allowed and stuff, but they are resistant to change themselves to censor PCK the serial until recently. They took a very long time to make a simple decision ( about 2 years ) and not sure how much viewership they took away. Definitely they have made efforts to open up the media, but the steps are too slow and by the time the changes are made, Singapore would be left behind already. Hence, the Singapore’s media should really open up and not be constricted.


On the other hand, Bhavani’s article states indirectly that Singapore’s media is simply to report local and global news, and to educate the public. I disagree with Bravni. She mentions that the media in Singapore plays a “constructive and valuable role, reporting the news accurately and fully, informing and educating the public and helping to form the national consensus that enables Singaporeans to respond cohesively and rationally to challenges”. Bhavani either failed english or she got her facts wrong basically. The part of reporting the news accurately and fully have already many arguments. Simple weather reports always reflect the wrong forecast of the day’s weather, this has happened many times already. Censorship or private organisations “bribery” to hide certain facts they want to hide about their flaws are present but not reported. The news in Singapore are evidently inaccurate and not reported fully. Neither does the news help to form national consensus that enables Singaporeans to respond cohesively rationally to challenges. Perhaps, the only part that is true is the rational part. Well, indeed during the times of economic depression, Singapore sure had many citizens migrating cohesively out of Singapore. Also, when China first “woke up” from her long economic slumber, many citizens left the country to explore greener pastures. What the government did was to deem them as quitters. Well, firstly I would like to commend on the media and government for not censorring this portion. Well basically, once again by tagging quitters the government is trying to persuade people to stay in Singapore via a very crude method. What the government is doing is solving a sympton once again. People migrate to China or other countries during economic downturns or not, the issue that the government solved was the moving of people out of Singapore, however the issue is that Singapore is not providing job opportunities that are more attractive than other countries (this answers the problem of outflow of skilled workers). The rally speech is propaganda to a certain extent other than shedding light of Singapore’s achievements and etc. Therefore, I disagree with Bhvani to a certain extent.

I disagree with both writers.
JC2 life is really hectic. no time to blog no time to sleep no time to work no time to play no time to go out no time to do anything i want and anything i like. yeah it sucks really hard.

anyway band finally chose their set piece and choice piece. I think the choices are pretty good, it's tone-orientated that's what we are good at. hmm leng says he know how to get us there but we gotta practise practise and practise. We WILL get gold i reckon based on our skills now already i guess cos after listening to most of the JC bands aiya, haha... the choice piece is pulsing, rhythm- orientated yeah i shan't disclose the name here dowan any trouble lol but it's gay, ficked, and crazy. It's no sight-reading piece and it owned us on the first practise ytd. but once we mastered it, yeah mastered, it's one hell a piece to get gold no doubt.

Watched Night at the museum wif kiat and barathrum. Damn funny lol the whole movie. At the beginning i tot like super sian lar the jokes all not funny and the storyline very slow (actually the movie not much of storyline) it's more of humour haha. Then later part super funny, especially the traveller dunno some S______ girl lar - according to the footprints, he went north and crashed LOL then OKIE!!! haha...

Went chris house for junior gathering after campfire. Damn nice lar sarah ong bought pizzas for us. She's such a nice teacher! =p aside from the huge amount of hw she gave us for every weekend haha. She's like selva, anw they same clan one so haha pretty much the same =D. which is good.

New chem tutor havent seen yet. So far change 3 liao still not confirmed lol. Maths still ng say tiong which is very good. He rocks in teaching but i suck at maths haha. Physics OH my gotta be the best bet change to chao ji QQ nu shen Irene Tan. Chao act cute kawaii ne! but also most importantly chao hui teach. So nvm haha. arARGhaRhahrh DiissSss foRRmmuLlAr AaARhHh nOo00 nEEddd leAaRRnN arArghgHh haahAAhaha DooAttata laArrr - tribute to NgYC haha. Geog still same. Physical geog so far watched few movies le. Human geog err she too busy so so far 2 lessons missed. tml she not coming again. Shuang. Geog rocks. u don't need to attend so long lessons and still pass with ease haha.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Wo hao xing fu. My junior class 6G wor ji lovable zomg hAoXxx cuTExxXxx WoOrRxXxx dDisSss iSShhh ReaAllliIxx DuuRhhh bBEsStT dDaaeEe iNnNn MuiIii LiifFEexx WooRrXxx.

ok i think i write like this enough liao b4 i suffer from detrimental brain concussions and bullimia etc.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

omg today first day of school im so happy for THREE reasons!!!

1) Change new cT and anything's better than our previous GP teacher = p yay and Mrs Ong was really good today quite fun and interesting tutor not boring means nice liao. hope GP lessons won't be so boring

2) Our timetable rocks!!! end school earlier and earlier so shuang it's like 4pm 3.30pm 2pm 2pm 12pm OMG nice haha

3) WHEEEEE school open means got band lol =D can't wait for syf

so anyway today after school go eat lar then go home take bus with ricky and somebody lor. then hor that somebody basically board the bus then zhong se qing you and flirt with some zhabor pao qi me and ricky whee. i wanted to upload the scandalous pix ricky took lar but since we're friends and hmm i figured out he would bash me up if i do so... haha gtg. ja ne =))

Monday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR! and merry laggy christmas too. finally got the time to blog. 'vebeen really super busy. Went for a korea trip for 1 week+ it was more of a theme-park + sight seeing + delicacy trip. It was superrrrr fun lol.

Basically went to 2 theme parks wheee. which means that this month i went to 3 theme parks to play including the dream world wheee hahaa personal best record =DD. Well the first theme park i went was lotte world. Well they had indoor and outdoor rides. So the tour guide took us for the indoor rides first haha brendan and estelle and my bro were too young and short =(( the tour guide let us take kiddy rides first, like Sinbad which was supposed to be very unthrilling but it was a boat ride which plunges down twice or thrice which made my brother cry lol. monorail, hot air balloon rides, all the kiddy stuff u name it we took it and the queue was uber long lol. But i remember next to the monorail station got a lotte world peanut butter grilled squid SUPPPPER mouth watering i ate like 3 packets l ol and cuz korea's living standard is suppper high hor one packet cost about one mcDonald value meal. chao err.

anyway the exciting part is the outdoor. i was like ooooo omg. so cool the rides all so seh but then once we stepped out of the indoor complex, it was HOLY SHIT it's like 10000 years of frost blowing at your face then i was like breathing our steam every breath so jialat and cold. so go out ate more stuff to keep warm haha i ate 16 balls of the lotte world's version of taco pachi SUPERRRRRR nice and qqqqq omg. haha. so basically didnt take many rides other than the haunted one which was outside and it wasnt even frightening coz the words were all in korean and err i didnt know it was meant to be frightening l ol...

lotte world was a boring long queue theme park lar. everland was the best. it was on a mountain so superrrr cold liao then the wind meng blow -15 degree. But everland theme park isnt really a theme park. It's chao err one got safari which allows u to take this bus and have a close encounter with lions tigers hybrids called ligers and bears to giraffes deers all a window away from you. Then got 4-D theatre showing sun wu kong DAMN COOL the seats all can move then the wu kong like punching my face and got water air come out one lol. they had a 4 seasons garden which had like 100 christmas trees alligned neatly chao beautiful. The ferris wheel was damn nice and romantic and high and the eagle coaster (roller coaster upside down) was chao err it's like sooooooo huge cos it took up almost 1/6 of the theme park but u take the ride 30 seconds end liao. then got tons of animal shows which were superb and the animals are chao rare one.

The spa was like what YY mentioned haha. korean one is common spa. Spa Valley was chao enjoyment they got tons of spa treatments hot and cold, sitting, lying, body, squatting, scratching spa and even lazy pool and the fish treatment.

Made lots of food stuff and bought lotsa food stuff too. I made kimchi and and also muah jee. The muah jee is chao err is use hammer and hammer the rice and the hammer is chao heavy i can barely lift it. in the end the muah jee super yummy too bad cannot bring back cos i finished them all lol...

Ski Mountain - Dragon Mountain

Went skiiing. Freaking cold. but freaking fun. skiiing is like swimming u won't feel hot and won't perspire yet u can feel the adrenaline rush and the speed at you are moving is incredible. It's gonna be my favourite sport liao!!! just tt the sport oso damn ex haha. When at the ski there the next day went to see bearbear museum got the most expensive luis vuiton bear worth 160k plus and the world's smallest bear like 4.7mm nia. the hotel that day was the most memorable, very big unique and posh like those casino hotels in LA.


This hotel lotte world hotel is super cool got park ice skating ring even a man-made volcano and at night see the show chao cool one. The other stuff were mainly sightseeing seeing their waterfalls, dragon rock, jewelleries etc.

Mountain Top whee

At the ski mountain there also took a 30minute cable car right up to the mountain top there suuuppppper dupppper cold. the pictures i took there all misty one lar and i pose until so xin gu.

Oh yah and the christmas night dinner was the BEST dinner i ever ever ever ate it's like 112409124092051 times better than zhenfa! lol. okie. Although it's like 60 dollars per person, but the food was really crazy. It's a 20-course free flow raw fish dinner and all the fish are just caught in the sea b4 we arrived. It's just magic. i ate until chao full. Also got sake and their korean wine there drank a lot until meng burp.

Watched deathnote 2 with class the so called next day i got back. DAmn nice watari rocks! lol. misa damn cute when she try to charm light. very worth it although i prefer the comic book ending haha. L is still the best cutest! L ROCKS! but he still died in the end (U) haiz.

Well i think this holiday i played and enjoyed too much le. This year must jiayou for A lvl. i hope to get AABB yeah i guess it's my resolution but i'll make it come true. i hope.