A long time since i blogged. Also a long time since i downloaded anything big. Singnet is so much slower nowadays, frequent screen cannot be displayed page and tons of bandwidth disorders in my house. Downloading is also so slow. What's up with the net anyways.

My fish is pregnant. It has this black gravid spot and should be giving birth soon when i'm not away... great... the fries will most probably be eaten by the existing fishes. Oh well, i'll wait for batch 2 another month down the road.

There'll be a science open house this saturday again. It's quite screwed up of being uncertain how well you'll do, and you can't plan your career path. Most people advise you to plan early but i can't... with all these uncertainties and question marks. sians.

15 days left till end of work! Could say it's a blessing? Although there goes my source of income, not that it's significant compared to when i come out from U, but for now it is. What's the takeaway from the job anyways? The pay? Will employer look at the 5 month job experience? It's like it's just a waste of time now. But at least i know i won't wanna stare at the computer for 9 hours in the office a day as i won't have stamina to use the comp at home anymore.

Also checked out the computer roadshow for uni that happens end july. The notebooks sold are so high end, not really for uni uses. The price are hence also on the high side. Guess i'll fall back to square one, dell. Although this time it's assembled in China, come on what's not nowadays.

Still got 50% of BOI to install. Well nothing much to blog about anyway. Office is becoming stall. Glad that i'm going to 走路 soon. Now i would just stone at the screen sometimes in a daze then snap back to reality trying to recall where i left of. Really unproductive compared to when i first started. Things get mundane once you do it for such a long time. It's like grinding in a game or hunting for a rare drop, but from those you get satisfaction. In office? All you earn yourself is a shitload more of work; a spiraling vortex of depressing emotions. When in NS, only the officers would show appreciation to your work, the warrants would just be nowhere in sight anyway until you make a mistake. Now in the office it's a cold cold world, dog eat dog world, whatever world of politics and arrows. Ok it's done :P