Singnet

The big singnet fail hype is officially on. Singnet used to be the best and most stable ISP but now has degraded into such shitty state. Frequent connection resets, unable to load some pages and supreme lag. What are we paying for? Some evidence below.

http://twitter.com/search?q=singnet
http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2613994

Valkyria Chronicles

I finished playing Valkyria Chronicles that I borrowed from Cedric. Whee it was really super fun tagged with a meaningful storyline. I did not buy it when it first released because I saw the graphics and felt it was weird and lacking. But actually sometimes storyline can pwn graphics, and it really wasn't so bad afterall. Alicia rocks hehe, my top scout.



Now that I've ORD'ed, got tons of time to play more games woohoo. I'm gonna buy Dragon Age when I come back from Malaysia. Tata

Aion Online

The most anticipated game of the year, Aion Online, was a total disaster for me, and many I believe. It totally failed.

Some quotes that i got:

"We are paying for beta service." -Belladandy

"I'm doing a quest with only 3 spawn points with a bot." -Mechsiao

"Castle sieges are done outside the castle." -Anonymous


Inclusive of poor services from gm, excessive botting and horrible lag at castle sieges in towns, Aion Online offers nothing good. The interface has tons of unfixed problems seen in beta. Too many loose ends not tidied up and the graphics is horrendous.

Chatbox has too many issues: spamming by gold sellers are minimized but still present. After typing the box doesn't close and you have to press enter again that makes it so irritating. Words can't be seen on many terrains due to fixed transparent chatbox background. By typing / and nothing else or some wrong command doesn't negate the error but still appear in the global chat. Also, switching chatbox has to be clicked, inconvenient in battles at times.

Graphics are sort of beautiful. Font and everything blends in well. But at close look, the terrain has poor quality paints and smoothness. Terrain is only nice when fully zoomed out and characters can only be seen in detail and nice at close zoom. It's impractical to zoom in just to see a character and zoom out to fight the monsters.

Botters are everywhere as well. Although there's a command to report botters, nothing so far as i can see has been done. The botters are still present though i reported so many botters.

Players are extremely childish for a paid game. And most legions are dead. Either filled with tons of botters so the chat is always empty, or the turnover rate of players are too high. Castle sieges will never work with only 15 legionmates on in most legions.

Castle sieges are extremely lag. At the gate, game crashes. Lag is everywhere except when you solo a monster. Might as well play some offline game then.

Enuff said.

Sweet Memories

Tomorrow's finally the day! The first of the last. And a new beginning of course. I'm still unsure of what to do after ORD, what to study, what to become. HAHAHA! Not that i've not been thinking about them, but thinking about the wrong things i guess. Not the good days for now at least...

Driving Test is nearing too. I'm just worried about screwups in the circuit. So far i've been in there once only, and two more times before the TP. Don't really have time to learn already as I'll be going overseas :D yay haha. First to KL, visiting the new shopping mall Pavillion, and for don't know how many @$%^@$%^ times petronas towers. Going Harbin in December, going to be the coldest place i've ever been, -20 degrees or so. Really looking forward to it. Also looking forward to Uni. I need a change of life.

Aion online's really good. But the lag is really a turn off. I might be selling it off soon. Hope i can find buyers. Should have known since the beginning that i played the wrong class, that i will not play till the end haha.

Been a while since i mastered All of me, the song i aimed to master. I'm going to upload it soon. Just finding somewhere to store the music. Now that i'm going to have more free time, I'll be uploading more songs i guess.

Fly me to the moon

It's been so long since i've blogged. The greatest news is that i'm going to ORD! But what comes after is a huge question mark. I don't really know what i wanna do yet. I still need more time lol. Vacation and vacations after ORD then i'll probably start work next year.

Every since i watched xing guang da dao and discovered our very local talent, Olivia Ong, the queen of bossanova. She has very pure voice. All her albums are very soothing and sleep-inducing songs. I love her remixes of songs, and also her jap and chinese songs. Her originals are somewhat monotonous though. Of course, there's bleeding love only on xing guang da dao :D

These few days when going home from army, i saw quite a few blind people. During the peak hours, the buses are really crowded. And I saw this blind guy board the bus packed with people. Nobody actually gave up their seat for him. Really, what is the world becoming >< And i hope that i will never ever be blind. I can't imagine what will happen.

找不到

It's been so long since i've blogged. My firefox is giving tons of problem these days. Weird java scripting and hence all stuff are appearing at the wrong places...

It's getting closer and closer to ORD, and SAF nv fails to fail as always. PSPs have always been allowed in my camp since last September. Ever since then, bagchecks everyday without fail. But they chose to confiscate my memory card only yesterday. And like it isn't the same type of memory card as a handphone, what's so contraband about it... the MP was really a total FAIL.

Anyway, first time i got peripheral vertigo. I went to see the doctor, reservist MO, he said nth unusually about getting new diseases. It's quite normal that people get unwell only in army. The environment and people changes and the body can't adapt. Well, it's not that people wanna chao keng then, it can't be helped haha. Well, i'm feeling seasick now, just like on a boat... ugh. But i get MC :P Well, seems like ORD people tend to fall sick easily, can't be helped too.

Aside from army stuff, just came back from Malaysia. What I remember most vividly about that place, well... traffic jams and slow internet connection. Now i know why Malay = leaver when i played warcraft last time, their internet totally cmi. Phone ring will dc game. And the traffic is the worst. They have parallel lanes travelling in the same direction... and the traffic doesn't even move.

Black or White

Ok. So i'm bored with dragonica already just after 1 week. Same feeling as i got with maple last time, but at least zhiwei and boon was playing maple last time, so it wasn't THAT bad. Too ridiculous to get the upgrading going, and failure rate is too high. (souls) Well, i'm kinda bored now pondering what game to play next... Aion only out in september, lime oddysey in 2 weeks' time, ro2 still havent implement changes to the skills and classes, well stalemate... Perfectworld again ma :( aiyo.

Billie Jean

Just bought Harman Kardon Soundsticks II speakers for my computer. Even the worst sounding songs sound damn great, that's how great the speakers are. Went to SLS to check out a few other brands, but none can compare to its style and sound.

Heal the world

When i was on the ambulance for the first time, i told myself it would be the last. And then i still had to take the ambulance... But I hope this will be the last op that i'll have. It's freaky. I don't wanna go back there, not to mention the surging pain. After the op, cuz of the anaesthetic and stuff, stuff flashes through my mind, what i really wanna be, kept thinking about different things, the picture is clearer now, but I'll still have to try, wait and see.

Watched growing up and nu ren da zu yi cuz i forgot to bring stuff to do. Growing up is really nice. The last time i watched it I was like in primary school. Well beats having nothing to do.

Love Story

At the 5th page now, 7 pages more to go!

All of me

I've got 2 new goals, may be 3 to accomplish.

1) I want to master All of me by Jon Schmidt and continue to take my diploma

2) I want to pass driving before Uni starts

3) I want to give tuition to get the experience although i'm so lazy to go find students...

No time to blog... time to practise! and driving later :p

One Melody

Just got back from a 8 day holiday trip to Yunnan, China. Ever since young, i loved to go on holidays. I'll travel to any country as long as I can make it and tag along every year. It's sort of a yearly event to go on holidays. And there's something in holidays that lingers. Whenever I go on a holiday, there's always some part of me left in the foreign land. Somehow, a new place, a new person, no stressful life, no work, no handphones and technology to tie me down, no need to think of tomorrow, and that's the best part of village life. I've always thought that I will migrate someday, maybe i really will. Going on holidays, trying to find a nice place to settle down. Perhaps I found it on this trip, but it's still too early to decide on anything. There's still 2 continents I've never really explored in depth yet.

It feels nostalgic to return. Somehow, I don't really feel like coming back. Life has to go on back in Singapore. I enjoy learning, learning about other cultures, seeing the world's ugliness and beauty. Everyday's a new day, really everyday's new and refreshing, enriching, unlike now where everyday is mundane. Future here is boring and unexciting.

7th June 09

Went to the airport early in the morning. Took a different flight from the rest of the tourists that took the midnight China Eastern flight at 2am. We went aboard silkair. Service was good, except didnt have personal tv. Watched a ton of just for laughs XD. Soon, touched down at Kunming airport. Waited very long as all of the passengers to undergo the grueling thermal scan 1 by 1 on the airplane before we can "arrive" in China. Poor technology for such a huge country. Waited for the luggage for quite long even though we're the only flight that touched down at that time slot. Dao you was waiting for us, the only 4, as the rest of our group was already resting due to fatigue from the midnight flight. Soon, learned that the local tour guide's name was Xiao Shang, all of them add a Xiao in front for courtesy. And she's the best local tour guide of the 4. Departed from the airport, really shocked by the environment and everything, still so backward, greyish and smokey. And the airport was so near the city centre, so didn't took long till we arrived at the restaurant to have our welcome lunch. Felt breathless just walking to the 3rd floor and Xiao Shang explained that it was because we're slightly more than 2000m above sea level, and the oxygen was thinner. Waited for the rest of the tour group, had a 20 course lunch. Overwhelming amount of food, and soon realised that was the largest spread of the 8 days haha.

After lunch visited Daguan Lou (pavilion). More of sight-seeing and walking. And even though it's summer, it's quite cooling in China, way better than the sweltering Singapore that i just heard suffered an 8-day dry spell, can't imagine what it would be like if I were in Singapore and have to walk up to the cookhouse everyday @$%^ DIE. Anways, this pavilion housed the longest dui lian in the world, that's like more than 50 words.



Learned that girls are called Ah Shi ma and guys are called Ah Hei Ge in Kun Ming for the Yi Zu (tribe). Thereafter, visited Luyu Tea-Culture Center. According to Xiao Shang it's one of the few tea culture center that gathers Pu-er tea leaves. The leaves were huge. As it's a school, the senior student ah shi ma explained everything about the tea while the juniors prepared the tea. Similar to wine, the older the better. The 1 year old was really bitter, 4 year old was slightly sweeter and 8 year old was different, more fragrant and sweet, just like a totally different tea breed.


8th June 09
Today, will be travelling to Dali. However, as the coach ride would be 4 and the half hours straight, Xiao Shang offered to include Dinosaur valley as a midway tour so that the journey would not be so long. All of us agreed and went. It was worthwhile. There were unbelievably so many dinosaur bones pieced together. Although 20% were touched-up by man, the sight is majestic, just like an underground mausoleum marching army of dinosaurs.



Thereafter, long journey to Dali. Xiao Shang left us and another local tour guide joined us - Xiao Liang. He's the worst of the 4 due to his slang. Can't really make out what he say. Reached Dali and visited the Dali MingZhu. Not really worth to suffer under the sweltering heat just to see a big ball -_-x.



After that, went to visit ZhangJia HuaYuan. It's a mansion that the owner spent 1million over dollars just to renovate. It has the typical stone carvings and water paintings, with tons of flowers and beautiful ponds. There's also a garden with European style.



At night, went to Yang Ren Jie. Nothing much to buy, cuz they're all so cheena. China fans, china clothes and can't wear in singapore, china food that's not really safe, china boutique that's fake... only the atmosphere is nice haha. And it's the equivalent of Clarke Quay, where there's many pubs where people drink. And there's a beautiful array of storm clouds just hanging over the mountain behind :D



9th June 09
I'm missing China already. Next day, visited Tian Long Babu filming site. It's the Gu Cheng itself. Very authentic and traditional chinese buildings.



Once again, because we're high above the sea level, we're shrouded in the clouds. And man i love clouds, and the weather, cooling and low humidity.



Went to the palace. Took some photos as the emperor XD



Things in China are really cheap. Loaning the clothes is just 3 bucks. Most of the stuff is dirt cheap, another reason why i like China :D

Thereafter, travelled to Li Jiang. Went to the Si Fang Jie. Bought some diao mei at really cheap cost. They're really tasty and fresh. Was more adventurous here, tried their meat dumplings which smelled so great. Tummy ache thereafter. Haha i payed the price.




Went to Tie-dyed cloth factory after that. They dye clothing patterns by tying the cloth so that part of it is not exposed to the dyes, when untied, the flower patterns emerge. Quite cool.

This night was the best, stayed in a Villa. Had internet access and a butler to mend the house. And it was 3-storeys. Except there's tons of houseflies and mosquitoes. Me
and my bro took turns to do guard duty while the food is being cooked lol.

10th June 09
Time really flies. 4th day already. In Li Jiang, local tour guide changed too - Xiao Mi. SHe's not bad too, better of the 4. Visited the Black Dragon Pool. In China, pagodas were used to restrict the movements of dragons that were thought by chinese ancestors to have caused earthquakes. The water's so clear you can even see the reflection.



Went to Yulong Snow Mountain. Starting to feel breathless easily even just purely walking. The temperature here was great. Luckily, didn't have to scale upwards. Xiao Mi let us walk down the mountain instead. Curtains of waterfalls, and various gods prayed that are clad in golden armor.



Watched Impression Lijiang. Which is directed by Zhang Yimou. Very touching song and massive scene. Really worth to watch but I didnt really appreciate it. Except the music.



Visited Lan yue gu also. Blue moon valley where it's shrouded in mist and hidden within the towering mountains. Water is of beautiful blue and green. The mini waterfalls were splendid. And xiao mi said it rained 80% of the time here lol. .



Visited the spirulina product store which sells lan zao. They introduced until it sounded like a xian dan. But i guess it's really good as most of us heard of it before and it works wonders improving your health.

11th June
Travelled to Shangri-La. The road was horrible. Mountain road. Reached one narrow road whereby their police and their army tonners met. After some long bickering, the police gave way to the tonners. And the army people were snickering away. Managed to see a part of the Yangtze river. Nothing magnificent like Lan Yue Gu or anything. It is filled with sediments and hence dirty.

Took a simple lunch and proceeded to Shika Snow Mountain. This mountain's so cold up there and windy that if i jump i could really be blown a little, not away. It was so cold i almost gave up walking to the peak and then back to the cablecar station. The view was panoramic, surrounded by other 4 snow mountains which had some snow, except Shika snow mountain during summer. Anyway, I don't think i wanna go up Shika snow mountain when it snows, cuz it's already real bad. Saw some Mei Hua Lu antelopes.

Went to see the largest ZhuanJingTong in the world. It's in this temple where the nearby toilet is unbelievably nice. It's 5 stars and even have tv and sofa... Nothing much to see in Shangri-La town itselfa at night, as it's a small town, not much shops.

12th June
Took an internal flight to Jiuxiang. The flight wasn't as horrible as i imagined. Although the plane was small and the turbulence was almost throughout the flight, I managed to survive it without any headaches not earblock. But my heart kept skipping beats. Went to Jiuxiang to see the caves. Inside the caves were all the karst formations i learned in geography lessons. Stalactites, stalagmites, pillars, steps etcs. There were bats and swallows too with all those sound. It was beautiful inside but a pain to walk through, cuz it's a total of 1000 steps up and down. Luckily, we could take the cable car out. No more climbing man...



XiaoShang also explained how the people here got rich. As Jiuxiang was near Myanmar, they betted on rocks. In the olden days, when the government was trying to divide china and myanmar equally, there stood 2 mountains - one which had lots of trees and fruits, the other totally barren. China government picked the one with lots of trees and as myanmar was a small country they had no say. But it was cuz the mountain had tons of jade stones in the ground that's why there were no vegetation. Jade stones looked just like normal useless rocks from the outside, that's why China merchants will bet their money on the rocks the Myanmar merchants sell. Myanmar merchants were lazy to carve the jades and process them into accessories and thus sold to the chinese merchants which earned the most. That's why most of the villagers here live in bungalows.

13th June
Went to Shi Lin. More rocks now. Granite karst that is above ground. Words can't describe the scenery.



And there was a line in all the stones at the same level where it was previously the sea level of Shi Lin which was actually submerged under water. Somehow, suddenly all the water receded and revealed this line of sea level that is now high above the ground. Quite spectacular.

Went to peacock garden with tons of peacocks duh. Then visited the jade shops.

14th June
Last day, our itinery was different from the others who will take the 11pm flight back. Cuz of book in, we took the 1pm flight. So in the morning, Xiao Shang took us 4 only where the rest had free time. Went to Cuihu park, a very good place to retire. Many old folks playing mahjong, poker cards and singing. The environment and weather there are also great for relaxation. Went to the flower market where roses are 10cents for 10. So cheap. Really cheap to buy a girl's heart in China haha. But China girls don't like flowers, they like flower oil. The flower market also sold fake flowers, which blooms when watered and withers when dry. Quite cool!

Then took the plane back to Singapore.

Can't wait to go on another holiday! ORD ~~~

Distant Worlds

Just got back from Distant Worlds concert final fantasy by Nobuo Uematsu. It's a very special experience, and relived my passion in flute. It's the asian premiere and Nobuo-san himself came down to this very concert, and his presence alone made the trip down worthwhile. He's such a cute petite guy real life, and to think such a person could come out with such great masterpieces man. The conductor was also damn good, Arnie Roth, damn humorous.

The repertoire:

FFVIII: Liberi Fatali - Damn good intro piece to start with. The band wasn't too impressive but the music was. I love the chorale :D

FFX: To Zanarkand - Man one of the pieces i was looking forward to. I loved the dynamics and well the piece itself left me awestruck.

FFVIII: Don't be afraid - Another good piece, but being after Zanarkand, it was like overshadowed.

FFVII: Aerith's Theme - Didn't like this much.

FFI-III: Medley - The transitions were good and smooth, very well-written.

FFV: Dear Friends - Didn't leave an impact on me lol. Couldn't really remember it.

FFIX: Vamo alla Flamenco - Guitar soloist came out. Preferred the next song though.

FFXI: Ronfaure - The guitar was damn good on this.

FF Series: Main theme - Not a nice piece before the intermission.

- Intermission -

FFVII: Bombing Mission - Nice starting again. It was too short i felt.

FFVIII: Fisherman's Horizon - Didn't like this version, the video was good however.

FFXI: Distant Worlds - OMG my favourite piece of the night. The melody is still in my head. However, the soloist soprano spoilt it. Didnt sing clearly.

FFIV: Theme of Love - Nothing much

FF: Swing de Chocobo - Cute variation by the muted trumpet

FFVIII: Love grows (Eyes on me) - Didn't really like this version. I want Faye Wong :D

FFVI: Opera "Maria and Draco" - The vocals made it real nice. Good ending piece.

Encore: (forgot the first one)
#2 One winged angel - Trademark piece. Damn good, but bass was lacking.

Overall the band was only average, bass was lacking and not together. The balance was off and occasional mistakes here and there. The individual players were real good a few of them especially the pianist Low Shao Ying and principal flautist Cheryl Lim. Too bad no chance to go shake their hands... Well Nobuo made it worthwhile. Even though not a very good band played it, I was mesmerized by the songs.

Bought the artbook. Nice drawings and sketches :D Well i hope black mages will come to Singapore too XD

And thanks for your present :D:D:D

I'll miss today :(

I may know the answers
Journeys over snow and sand
What twist in fate has brought us
To tread upon this land

Forever

It's been really a long time since i blogged. Been trying to adapt to my new workplace and hopefully till i ORD cos i'm really tired of getting posted here and there.

I took 190 today as per usual and i woke up due to shock. The bus crashed into a car which dao the red light and tried his luck. Woke up in a headache thanks to the car man and had to change bus. The ambulance also arrived so fast despite heavy traffic and rain. These days have been raining in the morning. And it is not a good sign as it is normal for rain to occur in the afternoon due to convection. But in the morning, it means the atmospheric pressure is changing for the worse.

After the incident today, I'm not really sure about driving. It's so stressful and dangerous even if you don't speed.

175 more days to ORD!!

Can you feel the love tonight

Today's the first day after a very long time i'm wearing back my uniform. Feels really different, just like the day i've just passed out from signal spec course. It feels different to be in uniform, the colour, the heat, the WEIGHT, the stares and glares you get from people. It's really wasted that i didn't go down to the cookhouse today, cuz usually i'll just stick out like a sore thumb, but today's different. But i guess there's much tomorrows still left to wander about in uniform till i get another excuse.

Now that i'm in a different place, i mix around with different people. Different ways of passing time in army is optimum to one's survival. Many new stuff to follow and my partner has finally ended his long excuse too of 1 year +. Guess I got what it takes to have my appointment. It's a totally different place. Gossips, chatter, ruffling of papers, many visits from other people; stuff i didn't get in the previous workplace. It was isolated, chilly and dead. Now i'm into something more vibrant and hopefully till i ORD.

Since it's a brand new day, i shall do something different tonight too. Something more lovely.

When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

When it rains

7 more months to go. Can't help but keep counting down. Especially since now that time passes so slowly in the admin office. Life should be ever changing. But it's routine work here and it's really boring. Simple, easy yet totally idiot-proof work. I guess everybody in this office is just contented with what they have, kinda sad. Although now it's a stress-free and RO environment, i still miss the old place of fighting fire less the outfield training. Well, what's done is done.

Been raining almost every afternoon lately. Very inconvenient to go home with the rain. Can't wait for june and december the holiday seasons. Can't wait to see the world. And also FF concert! And something closer, good friday!!

You don't see the sun anymore

Am sick during my bdae... What a way to celebrate it... And i got a 3 day MC bdae present from the doctor lol. Not bdae present la, but cuz i sick till quite jia lat.

American Boy

Nothing much to update other than that i'll be posting out very soon. Although I'll still be at the same place haha, but it feels great to be posting out of this stinky office. Although there are much memories about niaoing the slothy warrants, but i think this is a good chance to escape.

I love American accent :D especially turkish american accent <3

Take me on a trip, I'd like to go someday

Singapore arhhhh!

LOL. Suddenly feel very nationalistic pissed with the country. Past few days I kept seeing some advertisement on pollution of air at bustops, saying one passenger car max can take 4 people, while a bus blah blah blah, hence if you take bus, the carbon dioxide emitted per person is sooooooo much less. WOW, sounds reasonable. BUT wait... Now that i commute everyday home from work at the police academy bus stop, and that i've got 2 buses to take, it should be pretty awesome that i will reach home early. But since school reopened, omgzzz, 6pm wait until 6.45pm the buses all pass still full till the front door and people board from back door. That's like if you count, 10 buses, but no only got 3 buses... 30 min per bus... since i got 2 buses. WALAU government ask ppl to commute public vehicles, then so cui one ar cannot even board... I WILL LEARN DRIVING!

Some funny things about Singaporeans :D
1) Complain weather hot but still bathe in heater
2) Sleep in cold cold air con then cover blanket tight tight
3) Complain ERP so expensive but still travel like nobody's business (PIE got one latest 4 dollar ERP for car and 6 dollars for trucks OMG LAR)
4) Super hates traffic jams but when got accident slow down and see until whole expressway not moving at all

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
4)

Da Xi Shi!

This year's cny started off with me losing mahjong! argh wad a sad start. Just can't seem to get any lucky tiles to win it... It was the class bbq/gathering thereafter. Special guests include daphne and yen shan. haha. yeah yen shan just got back from you-know-where and apparently is extremely wealthy, richest amongst us at the moment flaunting his bag and earphones and the like. daphne, the long-lost migrant, was finally free from her roster duties.

yen shan and his bimbotic shirt and still bimbotic acts and poses lol. brings back old memories. daphne still with her elaborate makeup, this time are the long lashes that looked quite real. fooled some of us =D talked a lot and chatted on till almost the last bus is gone and the taxi fares would skyrocket.

it was bai nian and mahjong once again!!!. This time i finally won hahaha. But I nv get any da tai la... so i nv recuperate my losses >< oh wells nvm mahjong is fun and addictive :D

today was the busiest day haha. Weixiang dropped by to bai nian too lol. Pimples from the horrible brunei trip faded and healing. After that was LAN madness with my cousins at my house. It's aMAZING :D

Happy Niu Year =D

To keep things anonymous and classified...
Let someone in my office be called Cpl Jerald
and let my chief clerk be called Ms. Lim

(phone rings)
CPL Jerald : Hello, XX unit, CPL jerald speaking.
Ms. Lim : Hi, i would like to find out ur TUR.
CPL Jerald : 150 hours of Inet and 150 hours of sleep.
Ms. Lim : I mean ur TUR!! Not what you do at home.
CPL Jerald : Yes that's my TUR! (answers with pride)
Ms. Lim : Come to my office now!

gg.

We belong together

Got some time to spare. So time to blog down some points. It's been so long since i've blogged, didn't have the time, didn't have much to say. Well, life's been pretty boring in army, everything revolves around that damned place. Life's better now though that more people are coming to my office. ORD mood lor! :D

Now i'm so damn addicted to mariah carey's we belong together. It has the typical mariah carey style, that no one can immitate, call that unique man. Just like estelle's american boy, and beyonce's if i were a boy. They're quite similar actually =D

Class Christmas/New Year party just passed not long ago. It was quite a long time that everybody got together, well even those overseas came back. Liewqi bought an entire box of candy cane which tasted like eclair. Taboo was fun, especially with Chee's gestures. Wtf is chingay lol. And thanks for the wallet tian cheng :D


Sing along to We Belong Together =D

"This is not forever" (ORD remix) written by me :D:D

I know that now i'm near that i have 9 more months to go
I will be strong and perservere that i am going home
Back then i came i was stupid, i was foolish,
I was lying to myself.

I went through high and low the training was so vigorous
For all for what i didn't know but it was quite obvious
Cause I didn't know you, Cause I didn't know me
But i kept hanging on
I never fell

The feeling that i'm feeling now like i've been cheated by
a million people cos i know that this is army life
The pay's so low the risks so high that it's not worth my life,
Right here, Cause baby~

When I ORD I'm gonna leave
this Shitty place that's not for me
Cos I know for sure that
this hell is not forever

Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
The warrants' pay so high but the work they do is not enough
Who's gonna take my place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, this is not forever~~~

It's still so hard to believe