Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Oh my HONG NAM!!! So i'm finally back from (Krungthep Mahanakhon Amonrattanakosin Mahintharayutthaya Mahadilokphop Noppharatratchathani Burirom-udomratchaniwet Mahasathan Amonphiman Awatansathit Sakkathattiya Witsanu Kamprasit) which means Bangkok!!! in Thai whee. So the excited b4 we left and it was like very long holiday but everything ended so quickly. So anyway most of the pictures are still waiting to be uploaded and it's like scattered in different cams :(.

So we took off from the airport! Changi side after waiting for very long of packing writing of stuff cos of the so many boxes of instruments which looked like tons and tons of weapons of mass destruction. So we exceeded the weight limit by like 200 over kilograms which mean that we had to pay 2000 sing dollars luckily the lady wavered it off or we really gg.

We checked in together and played choo choo trolley!!! whee lol it's like we stand on the trolley and hold the handles and made a long line of trolleys like a train whee and guess what!!! i was the poor guy pushing all of them :( argh

The plane soon took off. bwahahaha. Step Up!!! yeah watch watch until the super nice finale coming up then the 2pid pilot announce Plane Landing in 5 minutes cabin crew prepare for landing ARGh!!!!!! noooooo >< So i was sitting with khai boon and yennypox haha and they were like oso noooooo and khai boon's remote was spoilt so his tv screen was manually adjusted so we watched the muted step up after that haha.

touched down at the airport. supposed to be new one. they just shifted. Guess what the airport is omgness. The arrival part of the airport is halfway done so wires very hanging from everywhere and you can see the naked walls like so cement-coloured "paint" and the piping everywhere above your head Lol :(

-----the christmas tree at the airport so nice

stcuk at the airport for damn long cos of the boxes and boxes of weapons of mass destruction. they don't believe inside were instruments and we had to open up one by one so sian. And when you scan the flute in the machine it looks exactly like a mini bazooka so cool!!! Moving from place to place took most of the time and we reached the 4 star hotel by 1am our time lol which is 12 midnite their time. and we were all groggy. So I shared room with Uncle Lardy. Group of us went to 7-11 to buy water yeah the hotel is 4 stars but doesnt have proper clean drinking water WHY!? cos we are in the suburbs argh. And the standard of the hotel is soooooo bad i came up with a judging criteria for hotels in suburb.

1 star hotel - There IS a door
2 star hotel - There IS a build-in HONG NAM (toilet)
3 star hotel - There are BEDS
4 star hotel - The door got locks and the beds got bedsheets
5 star hotel - When you walk down the corridor hor from door to door, you will need more than 3 steps to walk. (cos our hotel door to door was like 2-3 steps :( ) imagine lol... But it was still fun with everybody around yea...

-----Hotel Room
-----Our drinks every night
-----Closer view of the drink better than water


So basically for the following days I was Lardy's ALARM CLOCK. cos he sleeps like a log, worse than a pig, it's like the ALARM ring crescendo until max liao he still sleeping omg... so i had to pinch him kick slap punch and everything just to wake him up.

So we went for group breakfast. The breakfast was HONG NAM nice not bad at least it's buffet. So first day was DREAMWORLD! So fun Whahahahah. But took the coach and the journey from place to place was always at least an hour. Sooooo it was kinda boring and a lot of ppl sleeping haha especially Madihah who could sleep almost anywhere anytime. Fortunately we had a dao you who is leng's friend who could speak fluent Thai and English. He kept giving quizzes and prizes yeah. So b4 we knew it we were at dream world.

Sleeping Beauties Band '06





Took many pics there. Did many stuff. There was a love garden then you can see kiam and see posing eeverywhere. Took the cable car and the return trip wasjerky and scary but the scenery was splendid. The rides were FUN and the car racing was cool. But it was kinda 2pid cos it was soooooo hard to overtake as the lanes just nice as wide as 2 cars could be. Then Khai Boon was lagging cos his car got problem or something liddat haha but Jian Hui managed to overtake him lar haha so zai. Watched the hollywood thingy which was DAMN COOL OMG the fire was god damn blardy real and big we could feel the heat from so far away and imagine the actors down there throwing the grenades and plasma bombs and stuff. The tanker and the rifles were so real haha and the actors did not have safety strings or what and jumped high low high low so dangerous haha. The girls went for the big splash and of course ended up all wet and soaked lol. Took picture with this very very chio girl who dressed up looking like Rainie Yang argh but the pic is with khai boon now haha :( got myself a portrait looking like a anime thingy haha dman cool. The food was nice and the drinking cups were damn cool like an airport control tower thingy haha super long.

-----Mariah the Hong Nam princess
-----Khai Boon and Yennypox on the cable car
-----Where the giants roam
-----HollyWood Setting Bomb Site
-----The train train train
-----Me Me

Evening went to central department store equivalent of Orchard Road's expensive centerpoint. So didn't shop much but ate at Swensens. Basically swensens was the best cos it's like 10 dollars for an EARTHQUAKE omg!!! haha the ice frozen cake was very nice too. Yennypox and boon tried the ice cream float shake thingy also damn nice and cheap.

2nd day was HONG NAM!!! Exchange with Kasertsart university. Their flute playing was holy shit godlike. No wonder it's the best university band in Thailand. Then Teng En and the others were telling me how the flute section looked like New Urban Male ppl lol. Their sitting posture was **** haha and they look so buffed so not like band members at all lar. So there was this cool afro looking guy with a hair looking like fireworks. Then Madihaha went gaga over this tuba guy who she said look like erps Paul Twohill err ok so you know her taste of guys now haha. Played Ave Maria so nice and in tune for once thanks to the exchange section by section and parts by parts. learn many stuff there.

Then it was MBK shopping wheeeee! Bought stuffs stuffs and ate at Oishi. The Bento was socheap and nice. Jian Hui Boon Auntie Jessie tried the ramen. So my group consisting of 2 couples that's why i and Jian Hui buey tahan haha. I tagged along with the clarinets for the trip which was so damncool and fun. haha. Everynite crash and jam at the clarinets room till midnite.

-----Jessie and her Ramen

Next day was exchange with Bodindecha a top high school band in Thailand. Their flute section was all girls soooooo oCOOLLLLLl omg i tell you all of them are so cute pweety or chio. haha. There was this twin and they were so hot! lol. Exchanged pieces and playing haha.

-----Pangjee from Bodindecha Flutes
------Will from Bodindecha Flutes
-----Piano the Poser Flautist
-----Rin the 14 year old Cutiee
-----Jane the chioest in Bodindecha who has a twin

Yeah flutes rocks! Always

More shopping after that at MBK. Aminah, Fatimah, Madihah and Mariah could shopA LOT. haha. so steve teng en yu tse and me could not take it. At the last hour we went bowling. The bowling alley was SOOO cool it looks like a disco jamming place haha and the blasting music was damn nice and cool too. It's better than our cineleisure or M square. haha! So much fun.

The 470 Baht LolliPOP chupachups
The Bowling Alley that took our breathe away


Then it was the buffet dinner some of us paid for. So yummy the food got lamb leg sushi spread maki and the chocolate cakes which the girls went lala over. The live music got us moving to the beat very nice elvis songs haha.

Then it was Calypso. The tranny show. It was damn cool but they were all guys-tranformed-girls. Most of them looked quite gross cos of some reasons haha :( but there were SUPppppppppppper chio "guys"-girls haha. Their props were exquisite and very sparkling nice but the real guys-gays performing were super gross i don't wanna mention about it haha. There was this guy comedian damn pro though at dian-ing people with his lips and eyes very very funny and interesting show i must say haha.

Calypso Chio"bus"






At night went to the clarinets room. DOnt; wanna sleep cos it's so fast the last night together liao. So we talked a lot lot until like 5am. Then like 8 ppl sleep on 3 beds haha for 2 hours then breakfast. Last minute shopping and more swensens really haha.

-----Swensens Chocolate Fondue become like that aiyo

Teng En and his Rocky Road


Random Pics at Swensens









yeah band rocks and i miss all of you! whee. wonderful memories. Hong nam! you ti nai haha. Chan Rat Ter!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 15, 2006

today marks the memorable day of band trip to thailand 06 whee exchange program with 2 schools. it's gonna be so fun cos there's only like 6-8 hours of exchange and the rest free time out of 4-5 days! lol. effectively i'm gonna be back on the 28th december whee!!! so this blog is gonna be pretty inactive liao haiz. but i hope after thai trip i'll have that few hours to blog about the trip and do as much as i can lol... ima miss sooooo mani ppl poor band ppl class everyone and haiz... bon voyage =((

Friday, December 08, 2006

whee ytd band outing first band outing that so many people went. morning rain so stuck at vivo for a while. lunch was yumyum burger haha


the girls are on their way! so are the guys just that the girls are in higher-spirits not that the guys are not :D haha

sentosa whee. played balls balls balls balls and cycling. met 62 there tooo. theey were playing vball at siloso beach.

night time was fun-niest. whee played at vivo's playground for like 1 hour plus. This was when the mother-ness of the girls showed. Wahwah and aminah so caring towards the kids who were shoooooooooooo damn cute omg, so different when treating the guys lar hmm. But it was fun nonetheless. And it was tonite that most of us discovered the 2nd ability of a band member usually called Ai Wen also better known as Madihah hahaha! Yeah hahaha is her first ability the ability to laugh at almost everything and anything at such a volume and frequency that no man has everr reached. But it was the night we discovered her humungous physical execution of her muscles and tenacity of her prowess bwahahahah! She played the vivo sort of see-saw like thingy 1 versus 4 YES your eyes aren't tricking you it's absolutely perfectly one on four and she was heavier than them! wooooooot! so much about physical presence. There was this young boy who took on those 4 girls too and he lost. So madihah the hero-ine went to pull down the end where the boy was sitting almost effortlessly and bravo tadahhhh! you know what happened too. lalala. and so when most girls like aminah who only know how to eat bens and jerrys have muscles hanging the wrong direction, there are girls not quite girls that do have strong power and could stop escalators from moving just by a simple slight exertion of strength right madihah :D?

Monday, December 04, 2006

today is zhuzhu's birthday. still busy unpacking in the morning and must start to pack soon 2 more trips b4 im confined to school and army. anw had huo guo and dion moomoo xiaozhu and me treating wx. went to the alley ji turn off the smell of the dead body bin lol! and the aura of the fire and smell of meat ji holy. so wx gave up to eat the zhen zhong huo guo cos we treating so eat got air-con one haha.

cos can have 2 soups to cook the food in got half half de then one is some chinese herb soup the other one the waiter asked ni yao xiao la, zhong la or da la. then yL zhi jie da la then the waiter stunned and da la!!!??? like eat will die or smth lol in the end eat zhong la all alr. buey tahan liao. meng meat the meatball a bit salty then meng watermelon quench thirst cos tap water costs 1.50 gay diao. chao meng the ma la guo part all pepper and yL meng tank. wx eat until whole head sweat. aft tt met mk nige ryo and perry wx still meng sweating ji bei mk niao lol. OH YAH AND the chocs SINS wx brought was damn nice. he bought like 80 which cost like 200 bucks or so lol lucky his auntie work at the fac. so is cheaper yumyum! the chocs is more of wine than choc damn nice. sweet!

Sunday, December 03, 2006

wheeeeee holidays are fun. went to sunway lagoon theme park. took the coach there. the coach was like an aeroplane omg and it has two floors. okie maybe i shao jian duo guai haha. budden got personal movie tv and drinks and food on board!!! omg it rocks la. then the speakers are inside the very seat u sitting on so damn cool. then yan jun and yy on until so loud can hear their mr. bean cartoon lol damn funny... Watched a few movies and some a few times like narnia, qing dian da sheng which was damn funny lol!. My favourite was zathura it was damn cool just like jumanji but the brotherly love was very touching.

sunway lagoon was funnnnnnnnie. (very fun) lol. got this bridge we walked across damn long scary but damn cool lol.



so as you can see, you can't see the other end quite clearly, ok as you can't see, you can't see the other end clearly and the bridge has no suspension anywhere pretty flimsy and freaky!!! lol. the water rides and slides were damn cool lol played a whole darn day since 9am till evening lol.

the other days were SHOPPING whee and i bought i don't know is it a lot but ummm like 300 dollars worth of stuffies lol i dno wad i bought but i sure did spent a bomb and made a big hole in my pocket. yeah and my bro didn't like shopping very much did he... he could sleep everywhere...



pretty bust and tired and busy packing and unpacking now ><

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

You are always right i'm always wrong. It's always my fault. Always pushing the blardy blame to someone else. Screw this.

Monday, November 27, 2006

i feel so tired everyday. it's a weird feeling to be occupied with something everyday that is totally not school work which makes life fun and fruitful. I'm not too sure about the fruitful part but at least it is 180 degrees away from the direction of mundane boring schoolwork.

went to bartley sec to do cip which was coaching the students there. It isn't as stressful as normal pracs. The people we meet are quite different also at least they're mostly not singaporeans (which mean malays) and hmm there are more girls than guys (at least for the flutes cos there are no guys 0.0). I must say that they are quite good also. Two people pressing the same key fingering can produce a perfectly sound chord in harmony. The only problem is the sound produced while pressing the same key fingering should be the exact replicate.

kiam hits balls like nobody's business. Pro pro. Striked hard whipped withdraw hold slice cut whatever joga bonito lol. But he lost to LARdy teehee. Lardy always have the edge of luck more than other ppl. Luck does triumph over skill =D sry kiam.

Casino royale didn't really have much plot to talk about cos the good ALWAYS wins and yeah you already know what is going to happen. Bobby and I were saying before the movie that aiyo the good always win then you hear the usual 007 song lol. This time the intro song damn cool they used poker cards to make human shapes damncool! There wasn't a tricky or interesting plot but the action in the beginning and the poker game itself was entertaining enough ahah. Oh yah the bond had a bad break getting hurt and humiliated haha.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I always find it so amusing that when i have stuff to blog about i totally have no time to blog it down and it's when times that i have nothing to blog about just rant and crap that i have the ample time to pen down my thoughts.

Today whole day went gWAy RonG's House ji holy yi xia haha our Chairman's hse. Damn swee play mahjong and whenever chris enters the room daphne would Hu (win) haha!!! dno is coincidence or mere luck haha. Then guirong come in DAphne meng lose until the face damn long lol... Xbox and 360 super fun! graphics damn nice but games a few few lol. pizza hut was yummy and gway rong's mom can bake!!! the cheesy cheese cake damn nice and the banana muffins too lol.

Looking forward to tml cos tml is band finale rehearsal! means got alumni members wahahahahahahhahah can see dian xiang lalala lol. Even more looking forward to bwahahah band exchange program with their top university band teehee altho get thrash diu lian budden nvm :D can s hoppppp whee e at chatuchak and siam sq etc. haggle haggle haggle lol.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

i read this somewhere which was super interesting =D a bout santa

Is there a Santa?
(not to be read by any children under 10)

A recent scientific inquiry into Santa Claus revealed the following.

1) No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.

2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each.

3) Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of the sleigh, jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left, get back up the chimney, get back into the sleigh and move on to the next house. Assuming that each of these 91.8 million stops are evenly distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be false but for the purposes of our calculations we will accept), we are now talking about. .78 miles per household, a total trip of 75-1/2 million miles, not counting stops to do what most of us must do at least once every 31 hours, plus feeding and etc.

This means that Santa's sleigh is moving at 650 miles per second, 3,000 times the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest man- made vehicle on earth, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a poky 27.4 miles per second - a conventional reindeer can run, tops, 15 miles per hour.

4) The payload on the sleigh adds another interesting element. Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium-sized Lego set (2 pounds), the sleigh is carrying 321,300 tons, not counting Santa, who is invariably described as overweight. On land, conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 pounds. Even granting that "flying reindeer" (see point #1) could pull TEN TIMES the normal amount, we cannot do the job with eight, or even nine. We need 214,200 reindeer. This increases the payload - not even counting the weight of the sleigh - to 353,430 tons. Again, for comparison - this is four times the weight of the Queen Elizabeth.

5) 353,000 tons travelling at 650 miles per second creates enormous air resistance - this will heat the reindeer up in the same fashion as spacecrafts re-entering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair of reindeer will absorb 14.3 QUINTILLION joules of energy. Per second. Each. In short, they will burst into flame almost instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them, and create deafening sonic booms in their wake. The entire reindeer team will be vaporized within 4.26 thousandths of a second. Santa, meanwhile, will be subjected to centrifugal forces 17,500.06 times greater than gravity. A 250-pound Santa (which seems ludicrously slim) would be pinned to the back of his sleigh by 4,315,015 pounds of force.

In conclusion -
If Santa ever DID deliver presents on Christmas Eve, he's dead now.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

really have no time to blog. but

i love my band juniors =D

Sunday, November 12, 2006

It's been so long since i composed a song for a friend. This is your song =D hope you like it

I'll take you with me

All these days
All these nights
I've been thinking of you
All these days
In my life
I was wishing it was true
I've tried hard
To pluck up
My courage inside so deep
Yet that day wouldn't come
So I initiate that spark

Why won't you forgive my demons so deep
Why don't you agree to a simple sorry
Why don't you believe to my desire to see a blooming flower
I'll take you with me

Our journey we've been through
All the moments that i knew
That you were my first love
I believed it's so true
All the clatters in my mind
That will let me find
The key that my love resides

How did you know that i was
wasn't what i seem
Where did you go now when will we meet again
Someday I'll find you

You left me a crying heart
You made me see the truth in me
You know where I'll be
Where we meet
Where we kissed
Where the moments were magic

You decided this path
You carved out the past
Our hearts beat in contansy
I'll promise very hard
I'll take you with me
Someday somehow someway

Someday, I'll take you with me away


-with memories
dedicated
effren reyes met his match vs alcano a fellow pinoy. Yang also kena defeated by souquet a snooker pro. Dno why he go play pool and so ownage also haha. Budden so sad the pros i support all out le left chao fong pang nia i think wonder if he still in lol.

Friday, November 10, 2006

OP was screwed. Should i say that i am fortunate to get teachers that i know? or should i say that it is actually bad. The questions were damn gay. It's like nobody knew how to answer and it's the type where there are no politically correct answer but even so, if you answer in a certain way it is wrong. And wth, it's so easy to be wrong. Nvm at least this shit is gonna be over soon. Next monday after I n R, everything will end teehee and go class outing swee.

Go chris house slack. His piano steinway lar but a bit screwed up the keys. I think very very old liao see the colour all yellowish budden can play can le. Haha his songs all so blue danube and fur elise but nvm haha. Jun yu played the drums damn zai :D then we played the funeral song remix with drumset damn cool lol. Winning elevens was so shitty lar. I lost to kiat thanks to the 2pid keeper and the 2pid remote which had a screwy square button. And my first shot on target hit the post lar freaking gay! holy shit i was so omgwtfbbq... nvm it's just a game. =D
Don't really know why but i ate so much junk food for the past days! go pw meeting eat long johns and kfc. i think i should refrain from such stuff if i don't wanna get fat and oily =(

Went ZhenFa with BFgang. One word :Gross. And they still wanted to invite girls i wonder what in the world will happen to those poor girls who actually would turn up lol. It's like 15 hwachong guys most of them wearing the yellow high schoool PE camping at the watermelon station every 5 minutes until the uncle damn pissed off...

B4 that trauma meng tension. Chee Aun bought a new ink bag. Then we were pretty late so we took taxi to zhenfa. Swee we alighted then Chee nv take his bag. I bet kena koped by the malay driver liao. swee. we reported lost in all taxi companies in Singapore liao still no news. kaoz.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

wriggling, jophren, the builder and yennypox came today initially to do pw. then as usual our pw group super not on track. wriggling play WINning elevens but kept losing. then bobby keep sitting under the fan and absorb wind and stone nia. yennypox was dotaing lol. and jophren tian tian ye ye dou zai ting tian tian ye ye. a bit ji not sian. Played mahjong while bobby played maple i believe cos my com lagged after that =p and tower defense haha. ricky, the feeder feed me so many rounds until so shuang. Although as the saying goes, when you do a good deed to charity ( eg. like feeding me ) , you will get something good in return. But apparently he did not win a single match :D and lagi worse got one game he no "passport" at all then cannot win haha stone until the game ended =p. Jophren also forgot to draw tile in the end odd number cannot win haha. left me and yennypox :D

talked about soooo many lame stuff cuz got wrigg and jophren and got to know the cutesy bit of yenny lol. didn't know our class had so many superstars like:

Ricky martin
Stacey Orico
Gwen Stephanie
Michelle Branch
Joe De Yang (accurate pronunciation "Zhou" de yang)
Da Zhu Liau Wei Xiang =D

Monday, November 06, 2006

very busy this few days no time to blog at all. many things happened fun unfun boring lame exciting intriguing whatever.

so anw band concert coming soon keep practising tho i not performing haiz. budden at least get to meet my juniors once again =D and play alongside them teehee. so fun. SALT centre is damn cool =D so big can play hide and seek :D maybe one day we should lol. so many damn blardy doors. it's like open a door to access the stairs and open another door to go out and open another door to get to the hallway and another door to get to the main area. see the music room liao 3 doors again... okie...

finally watched the prestige before the show is nv gonna be screened again haha. quite nice but quite lame once you know the truth. twins and twins and twins

dno what to write and can't type properly le i think im drunk lol.

Friday, November 03, 2006

The day i fell in love

We met
We chat
We slpt
We bled

I like
I love
I miss
I embraced

I love your presence
I missed your words
I thought over our actions
It was vivid
But i still cherished the moments
It was nice
It was magic
I remembered so clearly
Like eternity
Fun joy ecstasy
Fantasy



I love !!!!!! Welcome to the black parade :)))))))))) very nice song =D

Wednesday, November 01, 2006


I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all


u have me =(
whuat are fwens four ? =p

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

DOA rocks owns pwns. lol. OK the plot ain't great and could be really boring but the scenery where they fight are damn damn cool and the slow mo parts of their fighting is so damn humorous lar. The actions and the babes are damn cool! esp. Christie!!! teehee i shant write about anything explicit here but if u wanna know if u wanna see go watch DOA haha.

Zhengfa was so hawt lol then chee aun wore a waiter's suit go err bit the not hot nia. wx the eating machine siao one eat so much. i eat a bit sian liao lol not that i full budden lazy to cook :D haha. whole thing was quite fun esp. the daytona part and the marvelcapcom lolx. ji fun yi xia.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

sweeeeeeeee went to take ferry. the boat chao fast brooom then piao yi on the water lalala so fun lar. Then got those big big cargo ships that are like 15 times longer than the boat i took was like damn slow lor lol then my boat piao yi around that cargo ship lol kewl. now i understand what it means smoke gets in your eyes.

naruto's new OS very nice!

Saturday, October 28, 2006

yesterday went vivo "class outing" ji class when there was so many pangseh and few ppl lolx. nvm. cos daphne bo advertise. Vivo was damn big budden the shops all kinda same as orchard and stuff just that the stocks are quite new. Then went to the candy shop saw the kinder hippo damn cute lol instead of the kinder surprise egg. Budden to queue too long le haiz lol. Went carls' jr eat the holy big burger. Then shared the oreo thingy wif daph. a bit the err xin the oreo shake super viscous must meng suck then drink a bit nia. so xin ku. went toy r us relive childhood play ji lame toys. lol.

night went for scream!!!! BOOOOOO daph at the toilet damn fun. She stunned damn fun. lol. Must wait quite long for our turn lar so we watched shutter. So err the ghost and one by one ppl die. Budden the show not very scary lar haha. The haunted trail was damn fun and funny. lol. We walk walk the see the councillors dressed until damn cool nia a bit oso not scary lol. Then first stop was some tunnel thingy where must meng crawl. Then chee aun meng kpkb vulgar words lol then got hands keep grabbing our legs ji OSIM iSqueeze leg massage ji xia lol. Then got this constant gong chao noisy then chee aun tak boleh tahan so he kp what the hell lar pay $5 come listen gong DIAM LAR. then the gong n o more lol ji cool. Then after that the ghost ask us look at the mirror lar damn cool. Then Zhi Ming damn guai lan the councillor lol.

ghost" Looking into the mirror...."
ZM "Looking lar"
ghost "WHY are you here?!"
ZM "I paid $5 lor"
ghost" wad is ur purpose"
ZM "for charity"

ok i think the ghost damn dulan lar. So damn pissed with zm keep stroking zm's face with the rod thingy lol. damn fun after that even more song bo. Walk some dark passageway into the girl's toilet one. So ZM on'ed the toilet light. Then inside got ppl scold us lol. Go in OKIE KangcHiang. Haha he's acting quite pro budden the toilet damn hot lar all the candle wax red colour and damn gory looking. Then ask us go to the cubicle then see a girl die lol ji funny. Another room ji got maze. Chao narrow then si ricky still bring his bag in. He and he's huge ass kena stuck with hig bag lar. Then got one part chao dark and got a mirror sui the mirror like ji floating in the air then got a hand grab me lol. So i just quickly moved along and banged into smth so i used my light stick to poke lol then OK! it's ricky's ass. LOL i meng poke and he gave me a kick lar. Wah lao face ji pain lar. Saw dinghong also in one room being eaten by terence heng. OKIE damn cool the props he's mouth got sound one then the eyes ji gory bloody. LOL. chee aun ji ask him tonite dota 6.37 SG AP COME! lol okie. Then got one lame room ji watch teletubby lar. Then the ghost shout chao loud err xin dao lan then chase us out of the room lol. At the entrance we saw the next group ok -.-x.... nvm. then proceed layer of black stuff lar ji fun a lot of ppl BOO! lol. ji not frightening one chao obvious lar. Reached LT3 the omega fun part lol. Crawl tunnels again lar. leg pain dao come out see one ghost lol. then she lie on the ground we all "OH MY!!!~~~" ji ok nvm shan't write about obseen stuff. Then we were supposed to watch the movie. Then ji spoiler lar we sat down jy say eh my left side got ppl. Then ok i say infront got ppl. Then ricky they all say eh my behind also got ppl hiding. OKIE! ji not scary liao when they boo lol....

then went KAP. drink wang wang ok -.-x then chee aun dun wanna go back hostel so wanna go kiat's hse stay. Then we went toilet then OK the class ji pangseh all zhao le. Then kiat no. 1 take bus go home leave chee aun stranded ji xia. lol in the end he come my hse. Talked like damn long 11 until 2-3 lol. Then next day meng dota cos he no com lol ji pro yi xia he meng click one haha. :p

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I lyk it when burdens come off me shoulders that i know daphne's and kiat's not gg to retain nemore.

I lyk the band scherzando tix they look so mysterious and cool

I lyk L in deathnote im kinda little bit like him but im not cleva

I lyk walking on travelators it makes me feel so great

I lyk bowling but not when the alley was crappy

I lyk today haha.

Well i pity those econs people who had to stay in the pathetic audi to write rewrite wadeva essays while geog people just sat and relaxing listening to classmates presenting on urban cities. (this is not meant to be sarcastic dun kill me pls) yeah ricky almost niaoed me just now cos i supposed to have geog lecture while they dismiss after CT which was very earli then last minute they had this econs "CS" session make up thingy until 3.30 wooot!!! doing wad!!!??? writing essays. I pity them so badly really truly madly deeply. =p u know it.

Deathnote owns pwns and kicks ass. Animes are the best and anything out from mangas and animes surely owns :D. The covenant is next teehee. Supernatural bwahahaha! ok im gg crazy.

every ending is a new beginning

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

humans are greedy. It's so really true. Whatever you give people wants more, some just take things for granted just cause you're good friends somehow or alike. May be I just think too much maybe i'm just too unwilling to sacrifice maybe i was the source of the problem all along maybe i'm just myself.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Today's PW lesson was less interesting than our PW which had a heated battle between forces of yen shan and forces of bo.Oby. First CS i tio this year so buey song lar it's like almost the last day of school then kena wad cs... and the cs was soooo waste of time it's STONING FOR A FREAKING 1 hour. Luckily i managed to sleep through the thing or i think i'm going to go crazy imagine sitting in the hot stuffy 2pid smelly irritating hall for one hour listening to two dumb faggoty maggoty jibberishy rubbishy squishy washy ugly puny fraggy laggy old and haggy teachers!!!


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ok nvm. BAD MIN TON was hell lots of fun yeah! Ricky the taicho so pro. He hit shuttlecocks faster than the speed of light as though as the shuttlecock instantaneously apparated from court to court and landing right exactly with perfect precision on the white line. Luckily he put water or his opponents would really tio thrash like siao. Then there was jun yu. He's drop shots are freakin' gay. P school badminton de wad haiz kena own lor so seh. Then there's the auralist kiat. Aiya ppl's face the skin just thicker than the ass lar. SO bhb but at least he got the goods to sell :D. Budden always kena lob lol. Yenny was so pissy lol. He kept hitting the wrong court and "aiya oops can serve again" haha :p ding was lagi more funny he and his pose lol then miss hit the shuttlecock keep whacking the feathers until the feathers dropping like cherry blossoms lor :D. Gway Rong oso damn cool lar he is all over the court stamina ji bao leak lolx. Bobby also played but he left early haiz so sad :( MUST play more badminton lalala

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Pool was fun haha. The aramith table was helping me :D the balls kept rolling to the places i want them to be. But skills still triumphs over luck haha. Ben and Jerry ROcks!!! i love the dublin mudslide. We shared the 3 scoop combo with waffle yummy the whisky making me kind of groggy now =D The berry ice smoothie was very filling but still, simply delicious and appetizing.

A group of Hong Kong scientists recently discovered that french fries and potato chips contain a chemical that would cause a slight chance of getting cancer. So I guess i'm going to refrain as much as I can.

Friday, October 20, 2006

didn't know that kboxing with the class could be so fun.
memorable
I think it was nearly the perfect class outing.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thanks to people who cheer me up. I am not really that sad actually it just saddens me to see people feel sad about certain stuff. It just kind of rakes up some random memories which I don't really want to think about. Then again, today's project work period was really fun with vigour from yen shan's group. Basically our group and their group exchanged fatal blows and heated arguments during the question and answer session which was so exiciting and filled with invigoration. Yen Shan was pissy about and critising basically everything we presented as a retaliation from the torment their group suffered and damage they have suffered from our doomsday questions especially Ricky ; selva " that's a very good question" haha. And Yen Shan gave a snide stare.

On the way back, I met Rudy Lee. We exchanged some conversations about the examinations and A level stuff. Basically he said that we should take the November and December holidays to enjoy ourselves mugging and revising what an irony. Sarcasm aside, I think otherwise to enjoy as much as possible before the impending doomsday A levels and amalgamation of stress from spammage of Block Tests and the prelims. He also mentioned that the teachers have gathered and met up about the promotion of students. Basically 150 students are not able to promote based on results-wise, however after moderation of marks, solely moderation of marks, the number reduced to around an estimated 30 odd students. These students' fate lies in the hands of the subject tutors' comments and the parent-teacher meeting. It is a very sad plight that 3 of my classmates are tentatively in the list of 30 and I just hope that every single one of them could promote so that we could be a class again, and share the moments of magic and fun together. Hope they would be blessed with the luck to promote.

It's a beautiful day
There is hope

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I feel like I am just wasting my life away. Don't really know the reason, perhaps because of my unglamorous grades. I thought all along that I wasn't the type who give a hoot about studies and i never have studied in my life as much as I did for the promotional examinations. I achieved all the lowest possible grades for almost all subjects during the blocks and I've staggered on. I willed much to achieve better for the promotional examinations and persisted on mugging like a loser. Although I managed to improve on my unsatisfactory grades, I still failed two subjects. That really sucked. I was hoping to at least pass every single shitty subject.

I feel so hollow. Perhaps it's because I've lost my old self, my gaming self, I've lost so many things, and I'm lost. Well, maybe gaming impoverished me intellectually and abstruded everything else. I don't wish to wander and wade through my past recollections with empathy. I just want to thank those who guided and helped me for my examinations or I would have scored worse.

Many lost souls out there also share my sentiments. There is no desire without betterment. I just hope we could tide the waves of sorrows and despondency.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Life's been great since the promotional examinations have ended. My pace of life slowed down by a lot. After receiving my borderline results, i am able to stop deluding myself that I could score A's without much studying. Even with so much mugging, my grades turned out to be demoralising yet i want to live in abstinence. Now that everything has ended, I feel that going to school is meaningless. Lessons start at 8 and end at about 10. What is the point of travelling so far just to take attendence. It is really illogical.

I just want my normal life back. I want to care for what i care for. I've had much thought about it, maybe i just cared too much. Life is still great now without the usual stuff, but i just feel empty sometimes. Maybe I'll mend that hole once I have the time. I don't want to live in a hollow world. I don't want to remorse on my past as I look back in the future.

As for 06S6G, it's been so much joy and laughter, and also the bickerings we suffer and entertain. All these stuff really added colours to the pages of my life. And i hope to see everybody again next year still in the same class.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! must meng woooo wheeee~@! super long no class outing. As in not outing with some ppl in the class liao, but got physical presence of the size of a class at least haha!...

Exam stress must meng xie! next year is no chance no chance for reconspance haha. teehee morning wake up ji a bit the early. woooo swee kiat on9 ji nv dota but play LAME lj games like wmw and enfo lol. ji swee yL and kiat vs me my income ji more than them yi xia xia lol. then enfo we meng kena owned la owned like siao vs pub summore... wth... >< haha maybe we dota too pro le tt's why other games like sai maybe must train more often :D

wooo so outing go great world city meet swee!~ meet until so xin ku eat food junction ~_~! ok lor!. nvm. after that they say wanna go china town kbox swee dao go so far great world eat food court then go china town haha. it's like go china eat macdonalds fly back ok!~ so in the end go some building that going to tear down budden the pool damn swee aeramith thingy haha. wooo! ding was sooooo lucky wth la he hit the ball then my ball was guarding a hole then his cue ball after slicing another ball into the opposite hole stopped right infront of my guarding ball and kept spinning on the spot wth la!!!!! i swear if the cue ball moved 1 more mm my ball would've gone in la! ARGH nvm.

dinner swee dao sakae sushi pocket ji duo hole yi xia xia budden damn nice the soft shell crap and the oops crab and the err octopus sushi thingy :D wasabi was shiok lol eat until mao yen. then later kiat discovered the wonders of the auto tap which is R21 not advisable for te young hearted to know so i shant post too much about it =D lalala

wooo after that go eat DI ZHEN! tadahhhhhh lol ji yalam ji xia xia. coach came with his sweeee hair lol. swee dao lan. meng malay chao err. w8ed damn super ultra uber long budden it was worth it

Saturday, October 14, 2006

woooooooo! derrick's new house rocks! cos maybe it's granite floor granite wall granite ceiling wtf it's damn cool!!! i think his maid tot i was crazy cos i was slping all over the floor haha. but it's damn nice!!! :D

open hse was so fei lor! band played for like 10 min nia >< sian. then got the milo van for ppl to abuse then me and ivan meng camp haha. moo moo was like 10 cups liao stomach going to bao diao :p after that go kick street lol fatimah kena ram i oso kena ram then the sec ppl zhao diao so hum lol.

all the performances were damn sui!!! chinese dance the props soooo cool lar! then regina from guy become girly lol. the mad dance oso swee dao judo and tkd chao err the flips lol. budden judo the story a bit fake lol. where got ppl song shang men to let u throw one haha.

today do the pw. 1 hour just to get to jy's hse lar... then not to forget 1 hr back. budden it's all worth it just to eat the bak kut teh!!! damn nice one. since i 5 year old eat until now lol yumyum.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room
No space to rent in this town

You're out of luck
And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere

You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination

You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you

It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case


It was a bad day! it was a very bad day. sort of expected the grade U for physics. blow it. heck it. physics isn't my subject, so what? no matter how hard i study the grade is always a sad face. wth.

altho i was the lowest for geog in my class, but i was satisfied with my grade. cos the rest, like stacey steph michelle etc. were like A?... ok nvm. i passed 2 subjects, according to kiat i can promote liao.

tt's so YAY! tml is open house haha. wish got more ppl join band =(

there is hope

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

every ending is a new beginning. what ever ending it is. relationships, friendships or even the most dreaded promos i just underwent. Now the results are everything. It is just so strangely how much I am affected by just some numbers, feelings and emotions stirred up. W8ing 4 the anxious moment b4 the results just come to u... that heart-rending moment. and just i was praying for maths to pass... daphne just told me ngsay tiong said 3 ppl failed maths overall. And now i'm even more scared... scared of the day I'll have to retain. Fears and everything... and now got 2pid PW at hand, what's the point? and tml's physics is a sure-fail... means i must pass the remaining 3 h2s... quite a feat i must say.

hope

at least i nv fail chem phew... and it's gay how 50% of the cohort got A and B.

Monday, October 09, 2006

today's pw very nice! library coms fully used then lab one also so we went to COM LAB! in high school lalala~ lol so cool they changed all to flat screen coms! Wah seh budden damn lag dno why haha.

went to eat earthquake!!! bROOOOOMmmmm yummy @ swensens haha and shopped lalala~~~

Sunday, October 08, 2006

lol today damn funny! kim seng shopping centre. so ulu until all the shops closed like a plague lar then go in stare at the security guard, then the security guard stare back say, to go to the bowling alley turn right take the lift lol! it's like the building 5 storeys and so big left ONE shop haha. budden... the bowling alley DAMN cool all the national players train there it's like omg got one ball is the pic of a dice then spin liao DAMN nice when got the curl at the back of the lane. wa piang ah pek oso can strike non stop there really pro until siao one. i go there diu lian nia.

the pool is really damn cheap cool no need ic little people and the OMGWTFBBQ thing is that they use OFFICIAL 9-ball pool aramith pool tables with the spinning cue ball with the guiding red dots!!! the table is so smooth and the balls are like glittering like gold so damn blardy cool! argh i wanna go there everyday! yay! and it's onli 6bucks..

watched snakes on the plane. lol nc16 already got bao lu until liddat liao seh. the show damn cock but damn funny LOL. the snakes anyhow bite one from one eye crawl in another eye crawl out until the couple in the toilet the snakes go bite the haha and the guy peeing oso lol. then the afro play ps2 oso can fly the plane and land so nicely abit the ji fake lol...

watched miss congeniality 2 again haha budden still damn nice and funny lol. the storyline quite cock budden the feelings and stuff are quite meaningful and touching sobsob.

then stcuk at little india for 1hour lar wth cos of deepavali the ppl like ants lar the first lane and the last lane become human lane cars cannot even travel wth... then the pamphlets litter on the floor until cannot see pavement one so jia lat!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

had bamboo shelled clam today. the shell is really bamboo shape and it's so damn cool! it looks like stilts haha yumyum. i <3 pool! =D yay pool is everyday but tml is ur game :D haha. yay!

maf was damn cool. the lightning the fountain and the stall(s) ^-^.

Mud pie is very nice :P jy did his lame david blaine trick then whack the light stick then the couple saw haha damn funny!

Friday, October 06, 2006

athena is finally gg to win smth big - da fos! lol it's like dead last for so long and thanks to all the participation athena a lot of hope le. and 6G is vball champ =D cos got so mani pros, just basically thrashing.

thank you for the first pool game after promos teehee! missed the cue ball the stick the rax the everything. tytytyty haha. budden don't stress ur face too much lol. later very fast old one haha.

And I don't know why
I feel this way
But I couldn't stay here for
One more day

I go back to the start
Before I lose my mind

Thursday, October 05, 2006

what's the problem?! why so suay must kena fight staff team for ping pong!!!... wah lao ms. lam and mr ronnie quek although just need to win 1 match to win cos teachers onli got 2... then all kao daphne liao >< den so nervous so nervous haha...


i know it's all over
but you know where to find me
the usual place where our hearts desire
the moments where magic was made

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

complex feeling right now.

you live ur life and i live mine. we are just mere strangers.

trying so hard to rekindle the unscathed yesterday. where will we be tomorrow


good night it's time to slp with some feelings unlifted
usually i try not to post about sad stuff, personal stuff, rants and etc. yeah i think i shld practise censoring just like our government.

Rob B HooD Was damn nice lar. the baby isssss shooooooooooooooo cute... but my brother cuter! yay. The most important thing is trust, space (freedom)! divorce! bwahahahahha. divorce la! bwahahah. the show damn cock and funny, cos got gu tian le haha the mommie so ke ai. the baby suck jackie's tits damn funny lar lol i shan't spoiler anymore. Oh yah jun yu! say the jackie chan that zha bor quite chio hell yeah!

Stay Alive was damn nice oso although it's not a 9.50 show haha. so funny lar the show the bathory looked so cute omg! i tell u her eyes damn nice lar got glow one. the crawling dead babies looked damn spastic and funny lor just like the quake 4 graphics wth lol. then one part soooo dangerous liao wth they still kissing haha! nooo not scary one only liwei and daph were like peeking at the screen lor damn funny then daph grab to bobby bobby siam haha. yenny was even CUTER lar he keep hiding behind his bag like a hermit crab... budden he still not as hum as some other ppl haha! legs all curled him and squirking nvm.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

today is a very memorable day. it's a day where the life of a miserable kid suffering under the clutches of evil gained freedom and wings to soar to the skies of autonomy. having been traumatised by the paws of education, this poor child has only but one hope to seek enlightenment away from the iniquity of studying, the constant phase of no return to sane humanity defined, the injustice and damage that has been dealt for, everything obsolete in the eyes of this day, the glorious moment, ever so precious and delicate.

YAY wah finally exams over. must pia other stuff liao b4 the results come back and return to demise lol...

Monday, October 02, 2006

I believe in love
but I believe in many more other things than love

I believe that i'm gonna retain

I believe that i'm the only one in my class who's gonna retain ><

I believe im screwed for chem the mcq was blardy hard

I believe im doomed for physics oh yeah as expected i could answer 0 of the structured questions

I believe im gonna fail for one of my geog essays

I believe im sooo dead for maths no time to finish argh

I believe tml's geog paper is going to bad as hard

I believe i really need to study now although it's not going to help at all

I believe there's nothing for me to believe in

I believe in love

P.S oh yah thanks to those people who wished ur geographers LOTS of LUCK. to u guy(s) LOTS of LOVE too. thanks a LOT for ur concern

Friday, September 29, 2006

screw physics. can't even answer 1 question. wth?
hail geog. cos the paper is not very hard it's fairly straight forward simpleton
pia maths. cos i need like 3 h2 passes? and physics is a 100% failure.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

after chem today i think i need to pray like catholic buddist taoist hindu muslim gods. i wanna pray them all argh.

and yea screw physics. i feel like a total moron a 2pid loser cos of PHYSICS wtf the more i read the more i feel stress cos the more i dun understand and it just demoralises me to study other subjects!!! i hate physics.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i just pray for the day that 100% of the ppl i know are able to promote =S

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Yawn! What a beautiful day! To the dismay of my poor counterparts of 6G who take econs, not to mention the grueling 3 hours of sitting and constant writing of essays, environmental enforcers who take geography get to rest at home, soaking up the ever-splendid golden rays of sunlight, indulging in an aromatic mouth of fragrant coffee, admiring the beauty of the world, the chirping of the birds and the passing by of fluffy clouds, what an enjoyment life is!

LOL ok... stress stress. GP was darn hard. screw those who thinks it's easy. im toast! summore sitting for the exams in a sick condition >< sux lar. oh yar sry kiat u drank my water just now i nv tell u i sick =( anw u always say you very strong so see how strong u r haha.

time to slp

Monday, September 25, 2006

So no life!!! Rahh!!!!! no life no life no life... Normally pia game pia until siao ppl call you no life gamer... now is mug until ji no life a bit lor. win liao lor.

YOU GIMME WINGS!!!

argh. i hope i was an angel then i could just fly away to the heavens above and give blessings to all the poor kids who have to suffer under Singapore's screwed education system of total discrimination and domination of knowledge-succulent text books with minimal interactions with the society and a myopic aspect of life as a whole cos apparently they are jack of all trades but a master of none with absolutely no idea how cruel the world is and they only go by the book regurgitating useless facts about why is the earth round and why 3-D vectors are so intimidatingly-interesting YET 0 application to real life and in the end 2-3 years right before their working age embark on a 360 degree turn absorbing all the knowledge juices about what they are going to do for the rest of their life not mentioning how many years of precious moments they have wasted though.

ok enough of rambling. sg idol was seh. you gimme wings by Hady was obviously much nicer lar. dno who will win tho. malay or non malay leh. budden today got legendary rah!himah rah!him energy TATA young woooooo~~lol

Friday, September 22, 2006

the worse thing that can happen to anybody b4 or during important examinations is to be SICK la... wah lao. i think im really sick beyond repair le budden nvm... "i will be strong and i will be faithful cos im counting on a new beginning"

Friendship

Many times people/I/u/she/him/her/he have wondered about friends and friendship, a sensitive yet openly-discussed issue. Friendship is totally different from other forms of relationships in that friends are always thought of as the joyous, freely chosen part of our lives, and it's assumed that those relationships are always pleasurable.

"On one level, friendships are very simple. They are the bonds between people who enjoy one another's company. But probe deeper and it's evident that there is no consensus about what it means. Start talking to people about friendship and it becomes clear that while people value it and seek it, there is also much confusion, hesitancy and disappointment about friends in many people's lives. Friendship is one of those areas full of hidden assumptions and unspoken rules. We only discover that our friendship doesn't mean what we think it does when those assumptions clash.

Ask people about friendship and what's startling is that they hold such a wide range of views, often accompanied by an absolute conviction that they are expressing an obvious truth. Some think it demands total loyalty; others that it carries no obligations at all.

Most of us feel a certain pride about our friends, pleased that they have chosen us, and that we have chosen them. We tend to believe that they reflect some important truths about who we are. Yet making friends isn't an exercise in free choice, any more than buying a house is. We buy houses according to what we can afford, what happens to be on the market when we're looking, and whether a capricious owner decides to accept our offer. Friendship is rather similar. We can only choose our friends from among the people we meet, in circumstances where making a friendly overture would be appropriate, and who show a reciprocal interest in knowing us." There are ppl I wanna make friends with but i just don't know how due to circumstance

It's noticeable that the people who are least disappointed with their friendships are either those who have never tested them, or those with the clearest understanding of what they are about. Yet there are times where i believe friendship has been tested out yet still remain friends. What does this mean? What about friendship that have been tested and I and that person never remained friends at all? What does it signify? I am not a good friend? But I believe that after a friendship has been tested will it be a true friendship. Friendships that have been tested and turned sour is only superficial and untrue. But how do you really test friendship? You can't really use any indicators like litmus paper or stuff... it's so profound.

Perhaps we need to think a little harder, and be rather more perceptive, about what sustains our relationships. We could start by being more honest with ourselves about what we like about our friends, what needs they fulfil, and what we would be prepared to do for them. We may feel truly generous to some of our friends, and resentful of others. Some we love, some flatter us, some we tolerate while they serve a purpose, and some we might despise. Does it matter that we can distinguish between deep friendships and transient or superficial ones?

It isn't easy, because friendship is a subtle dance, and no one wants to be explicitly pursued when it's unwelcome, or explicitly dropped when they are not wanted. Nor does it come with any guarantees. People are unpredictable. But we need to play the game of friendship. Evidence shows that people with close friends live longer and are happier than those without. And friendship defines what it means to be human. As the Greek philosopher Epicurus observed: "Of all the things that wisdom provides to help one live one's life in happiness, the greatest by far is the possession of friendship. Eating or drinking without a friend is the life of a lion or a wolf."

Cherish

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i think i'll blog less often now that the promos are nearing. i'll just make a list of what i'll look forward to after the promos, basically everything! cos nothing can be worse than promos :X

FoS! Band Prac! Section Outing! Fwens Gathering! Wx's PS "marathon"! Trips to M'sia! Band exchange program cum dream world to thailand! Trip to S Korea :D! Daph's Kbox must go! 494949!!! muveeeeesss!

and happy bdae to gway rong! lalala.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Examinations are coming. Be it for junior coleges like us, or secondary schools, or even primary school kids. Why is it that people only study when such important examinations approach and not all the time? Well I am but one of the convicts. Studying is really useless. Basically the whole world revolves around technology and schools are really stupid to ask us to WRITE on paper which is environmentally degrading when there are inventions like DUH computer. Seriously lar computers are meant for people to use so why not have virtual lessons, as in online and from home. Okay maybe from home is kinda bad you don't get to see your friends and it's going to be a lonely world. But lessons could be integrated with fun interactions and stuff, but apparently it is NOT. i mean who LIKES boring lessons lar. DOESNT teachers know that their lessons are boring sometimes? it's like so duh why. That's why i think selva rocks cos she always crack jokes and humor us like today so darn funny. Tutors like her who are have a good heart, good looks, good method of teaching really rocks lar. I think she's one of the best tutors our class have, she's hot, she jokes with us, and sometimes i think she's damn cool lar cos when we wave at her she waves back unlike other teachers who just simply DAO you lar and when you shout their (her/his) name totally no response lar! pissed beyond words man. But come to think of it, exams aren't really that bad. It's just another tutorial just that you can't refer to any notes when you do it and the answer is not provided for you to check whether it's right or not. So just be confident as what Wu shuang the bijection master once said. lol. But I guess there is a limit to everything, as in a limit to how clever one can get, how much a person can absorb when he/she mugs, how much information his/her brain can really store. Well now i really believe that looks can be deceiving cos my head looks way too big for the information i can store in it. Stress and more stress. promos just quickly finish pls.

Monday, September 18, 2006

saw things i don't want to see today but nvm.

GP was unusually fun today. realli i mean it. after the toon incident yeah must be positive in all things i blog about lessons. composed a song with tian cheng about some poem thing i scribbled last time haha. damn nice :D

rudy lee was interviewed by gway rong and rudy actually spoke french! damn funny lol. Lee rudy, his french name, apparently has a GF woah!... so seh. too bad today is our last chem tutorial le >< aww. so sad hor.

bored to tears. as promos near i rant more and more. so boring. it's so wrong but nvm. why must have promos?!

some things are not what they seem to be
some truth is not truth as it is
some stuff are not stuff they are meant to be
some feelings are not true emotions that you display
what is real?

Sunday, September 17, 2006

i need my computer to mug
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer

bleah.

promos is bad cos promos makes ppl mug
mugging is bad as it's a period of solitary confinement
isolation is bad as it makes you lonely and lose your friends temperorarily
loneliness makes you suffer from depression easily
depressed people tend to eat a lot
eating too much makes people fat

im fat and bored. pls amuse me

Saturday, September 16, 2006

i wanna dedicate this song to my friends :D it's very nice but takes very long to load. originally sang by savage garden but this is cascada's version! and it is even nicer!!! download just click the dl thingy >>> on the right haha.

dno why but whenever i mug i just can't help feeling super tired. slpy drowsy groggy wadeva. it's so unproductive but just can't help it. geez i wonder how ppl mug until so shuang until it's like their hobby it's their passion, that passion and the desire to mug! it's so crazy lor. ok nvm. i guess i'm just not that mac-mugging freako that's all.

Friday, September 15, 2006

this is so boring. can't help but admit it that promos are coming. i think i shld start mugging like a 2pid loser. it's 2pid to tio jam for nth. even if i tio jam at least i knew i tried and i'm just not clever at all oh wells. so i'm gonnna mug weeeee ... eeeeeee ... grrr.... ><

this week's pop inc. mtv charts damn nice!
#1 The veronicas - when it all falls apart
they rock like so rock! so many weeks top 3 already. they finally overtook pussycat dolls
#2 Pussy Cat Dolls - buttons
time to retire from the chart =p
#3Shayne Ward - No promises
MY bg song!!!!!!! very nice!!!! shayne got craig david type of voice very nice :p
#4 Fergie - London Bridge
soso nia another afro black
#5 Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
Furtado somehow make me think of vulgar language lol
#6 Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore
VERY VERY NICE!!! :D he divorce with jessica simpson already then can write nice songs sia. shld divorce more often :D

sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.

promos quick over pls. i want to carry on with life. FoS BanD F'outings quick come come :P

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

The new song features shayne ward's no promises. Very nice song :D i think at least.
Now promos coming. No more CCA. means No band practises. So sian and i miss band so much. I miss my own section :P ><" and the rests too! espcially teng en's maid agency, the section cos of you know wad so i always join their section haha. Just hope band practise gonna resume soon!!!

Well i'm gonna describe 0S6SG. I've described my impressions of most of the classmates before. budden. nothing describes better than pictures.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingwx sleeping

Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingkiat oso slping

Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingwx and his friend from taiwan immersion program Slping

Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingthe CLASS is SLEEPING

Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingwx last year fos

basically 6G is a slping legend. dno why can't seem to get the pix from my fone to the com today. so can't upload the chee aun men shen thing and pi gu dong thing haha :D. of course nothing beats wx's ultimate pose.

TadaAahhhhhHH!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Wah Kiat is your soulmate.
You truly love Ricky.
You consider Wei Xiang your true friend.
You know that Regina is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Liew Qi for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Jun Yu is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Jessalyn is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Chang Boon is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Chang Boon changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Charmaine is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Charmaine has a hidden internet romance.


hmm kiat soulmate yes yes.
i love ricky? hell no...
weixiang is my true friend. yes agree.
regina is thinking of me. really?
i'll prolly rem. her cos she eats as much sweets as me :D
jun yu IS charming
jessalyn takes risks? ... no way. she's colorful??!!! she's dark...
chang boon is my bloodbro. :D but the 2nd part is not true lol
charmaine has a hidden internet romance that's me lol :D





You Are A Good Friend









You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!




LOL yay!

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


oh no! im more girlish ... ok i think it means who i mix with bah...

You Are 63% Feminine, 37% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.


Ok! i don't want to do liao... kaoz. so demoralising and so wrong.
i didn't blog for quite a while. didn't really have the time to. i don't really like to leave my blog no updated. but so many things have happened recently, so many things within such a short period of time. sometimes i wonder how do i handle them all, at the same time. but anyways, kudos and thanks to all those who cheered me up!

promos are closing up really tight. less than 3 weeks left. and stress is increasing exponentially. Sometimes i really hoped that it's FoS tomorrow, then marth soon. I've been going back everyday for the holidays, not to mug, but to attend remedials and tons of extra lessons. I see those councillors there basically daily too, wonder how they juggle studying and marth. It's so xin ku and i hope their hardwork will be paid off too.

at the same time, i really feel like embarking on a new mmorpg. it's been quite long since i've touched mmorpgs, dota's the only exception haha i dno why. but seriously mmorpgs are the greatest games anybody can ever find. anything is possible in mmorpgs and that's why i like it. since ro, i nv played anything else... and that's bad >< budden i played ro for more than 4 years lol. it has come across my mind why not i go be a gamer lol and help design and manage mmorpg games since i've had so much experience ><... and can earn loads of money too. and it's not a bad job considering that i can stop studying now lol. now there's this new mmorpg that really looks sooo fun argh pirate king online... it's soooo kawaii... haha. nvm i'll focus on study first. bleh.

(warning: vulgar contents. if you are easily pissed off by vulgar language pls refrain from reading stuff below)

i've been quite curious as to how the word screw off came about. so i went to "research" a little lol. and it's really very funny. the term screw off was actually "coined" from pigs ... wow!... it's like huh how can a vulgar, ok maybe not vulgar but offensive term come from pigs... such lovely lazy animals... which are totally harmless. but yeah... it was used by prostitutes last time when horny guys approach them. the meaning still retains of course. so how the meaning came about; this is the really interesting part. well, it came from pigs. the private part of a male pig is "screw-shaped" apparently as to fit the "bolt" of the female. so screw literally means ehem ehem... very interesting indeed lol...

no harm meant lolx.

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

holiday is no holiday
it's so muggish holiday
i'm choking i can't breath
the pressure and stress building up
i can feel it
what if i don't make it
the question is so loud
what if even tho i put in my best
i still won't make it
what am i supposed to do

what is friendship
why is it something so fragile
that can be torn apart so easily
what is love then
is it something more than friendship
is it just an exchange
is it something that ends more abruptly than friendship

why do we study so hard
is it just to get a job
is getting a job so important
is money everything
what is money
you can't take it to your grave

what is trust
people say it breaks like pie crusts too
will what you believe be always true
what if it's not
how is it possible to know
i don't know

what is reality
am i real
what if i am not
who am i
it's human to cry
am i human

this song means a lot to me
what else does
i don't know
perhaps friends, family
what is the right answer
i don't know

i hate questions
i don't want to think
i don't want the answer
why am i struggling so hard
what will i get in the end

what is destiny
can i control it
is this my destiny
i don't know
i want to change it
how can i
sometimes it's not my choice
maybe it's never been my choice

this is my blog
my little space
what else do i have
what else do i really have
always clinging on to hope
memories perhaps
of who
of what

is this my life

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.

Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying.

You are a very outgoing person. You are true to yourself, and you never hold back.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.


some true but some not :(

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.
That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.

Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.

You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.
You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.


more true than the previous one :(