screw physics. can't even answer 1 question. wth?
hail geog. cos the paper is not very hard it's fairly straight forward simpleton
pia maths. cos i need like 3 h2 passes? and physics is a 100% failure.
Friday, September 29, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
after chem today i think i need to pray like catholic buddist taoist hindu muslim gods. i wanna pray them all argh.
and yea screw physics. i feel like a total moron a 2pid loser cos of PHYSICS wtf the more i read the more i feel stress cos the more i dun understand and it just demoralises me to study other subjects!!! i hate physics.
and yea screw physics. i feel like a total moron a 2pid loser cos of PHYSICS wtf the more i read the more i feel stress cos the more i dun understand and it just demoralises me to study other subjects!!! i hate physics.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Yawn! What a beautiful day! To the dismay of my poor counterparts of 6G who take econs, not to mention the grueling 3 hours of sitting and constant writing of essays, environmental enforcers who take geography get to rest at home, soaking up the ever-splendid golden rays of sunlight, indulging in an aromatic mouth of fragrant coffee, admiring the beauty of the world, the chirping of the birds and the passing by of fluffy clouds, what an enjoyment life is!
LOL ok... stress stress. GP was darn hard. screw those who thinks it's easy. im toast! summore sitting for the exams in a sick condition >< sux lar. oh yar sry kiat u drank my water just now i nv tell u i sick =( anw u always say you very strong so see how strong u r haha.
time to slp
LOL ok... stress stress. GP was darn hard. screw those who thinks it's easy. im toast! summore sitting for the exams in a sick condition >< sux lar. oh yar sry kiat u drank my water just now i nv tell u i sick =( anw u always say you very strong so see how strong u r haha.
time to slp
Monday, September 25, 2006
So no life!!! Rahh!!!!! no life no life no life... Normally pia game pia until siao ppl call you no life gamer... now is mug until ji no life a bit lor. win liao lor.
YOU GIMME WINGS!!!
argh. i hope i was an angel then i could just fly away to the heavens above and give blessings to all the poor kids who have to suffer under Singapore's screwed education system of total discrimination and domination of knowledge-succulent text books with minimal interactions with the society and a myopic aspect of life as a whole cos apparently they are jack of all trades but a master of none with absolutely no idea how cruel the world is and they only go by the book regurgitating useless facts about why is the earth round and why 3-D vectors are so intimidatingly-interesting YET 0 application to real life and in the end 2-3 years right before their working age embark on a 360 degree turn absorbing all the knowledge juices about what they are going to do for the rest of their life not mentioning how many years of precious moments they have wasted though.
ok enough of rambling. sg idol was seh. you gimme wings by Hady was obviously much nicer lar. dno who will win tho. malay or non malay leh. budden today got legendary rah!himah rah!him energy TATA young woooooo~~lol
YOU GIMME WINGS!!!
argh. i hope i was an angel then i could just fly away to the heavens above and give blessings to all the poor kids who have to suffer under Singapore's screwed education system of total discrimination and domination of knowledge-succulent text books with minimal interactions with the society and a myopic aspect of life as a whole cos apparently they are jack of all trades but a master of none with absolutely no idea how cruel the world is and they only go by the book regurgitating useless facts about why is the earth round and why 3-D vectors are so intimidatingly-interesting YET 0 application to real life and in the end 2-3 years right before their working age embark on a 360 degree turn absorbing all the knowledge juices about what they are going to do for the rest of their life not mentioning how many years of precious moments they have wasted though.
ok enough of rambling. sg idol was seh. you gimme wings by Hady was obviously much nicer lar. dno who will win tho. malay or non malay leh. budden today got legendary rah!himah rah!him energy TATA young woooooo~~lol
Friday, September 22, 2006
the worse thing that can happen to anybody b4 or during important examinations is to be SICK la... wah lao. i think im really sick beyond repair le budden nvm... "i will be strong and i will be faithful cos im counting on a new beginning"
Friendship
Many times people/I/u/she/him/her/he have wondered about friends and friendship, a sensitive yet openly-discussed issue. Friendship is totally different from other forms of relationships in that friends are always thought of as the joyous, freely chosen part of our lives, and it's assumed that those relationships are always pleasurable.
"On one level, friendships are very simple. They are the bonds between people who enjoy one another's company. But probe deeper and it's evident that there is no consensus about what it means. Start talking to people about friendship and it becomes clear that while people value it and seek it, there is also much confusion, hesitancy and disappointment about friends in many people's lives. Friendship is one of those areas full of hidden assumptions and unspoken rules. We only discover that our friendship doesn't mean what we think it does when those assumptions clash.
Ask people about friendship and what's startling is that they hold such a wide range of views, often accompanied by an absolute conviction that they are expressing an obvious truth. Some think it demands total loyalty; others that it carries no obligations at all.
Most of us feel a certain pride about our friends, pleased that they have chosen us, and that we have chosen them. We tend to believe that they reflect some important truths about who we are. Yet making friends isn't an exercise in free choice, any more than buying a house is. We buy houses according to what we can afford, what happens to be on the market when we're looking, and whether a capricious owner decides to accept our offer. Friendship is rather similar. We can only choose our friends from among the people we meet, in circumstances where making a friendly overture would be appropriate, and who show a reciprocal interest in knowing us." There are ppl I wanna make friends with but i just don't know how due to circumstance
It's noticeable that the people who are least disappointed with their friendships are either those who have never tested them, or those with the clearest understanding of what they are about. Yet there are times where i believe friendship has been tested out yet still remain friends. What does this mean? What about friendship that have been tested and I and that person never remained friends at all? What does it signify? I am not a good friend? But I believe that after a friendship has been tested will it be a true friendship. Friendships that have been tested and turned sour is only superficial and untrue. But how do you really test friendship? You can't really use any indicators like litmus paper or stuff... it's so profound.
Perhaps we need to think a little harder, and be rather more perceptive, about what sustains our relationships. We could start by being more honest with ourselves about what we like about our friends, what needs they fulfil, and what we would be prepared to do for them. We may feel truly generous to some of our friends, and resentful of others. Some we love, some flatter us, some we tolerate while they serve a purpose, and some we might despise. Does it matter that we can distinguish between deep friendships and transient or superficial ones?
It isn't easy, because friendship is a subtle dance, and no one wants to be explicitly pursued when it's unwelcome, or explicitly dropped when they are not wanted. Nor does it come with any guarantees. People are unpredictable. But we need to play the game of friendship. Evidence shows that people with close friends live longer and are happier than those without. And friendship defines what it means to be human. As the Greek philosopher Epicurus observed: "Of all the things that wisdom provides to help one live one's life in happiness, the greatest by far is the possession of friendship. Eating or drinking without a friend is the life of a lion or a wolf."
Cherish
Friendship
Many times people/I/u/she/him/her/he have wondered about friends and friendship, a sensitive yet openly-discussed issue. Friendship is totally different from other forms of relationships in that friends are always thought of as the joyous, freely chosen part of our lives, and it's assumed that those relationships are always pleasurable.
"On one level, friendships are very simple. They are the bonds between people who enjoy one another's company. But probe deeper and it's evident that there is no consensus about what it means. Start talking to people about friendship and it becomes clear that while people value it and seek it, there is also much confusion, hesitancy and disappointment about friends in many people's lives. Friendship is one of those areas full of hidden assumptions and unspoken rules. We only discover that our friendship doesn't mean what we think it does when those assumptions clash.
Ask people about friendship and what's startling is that they hold such a wide range of views, often accompanied by an absolute conviction that they are expressing an obvious truth. Some think it demands total loyalty; others that it carries no obligations at all.
Most of us feel a certain pride about our friends, pleased that they have chosen us, and that we have chosen them. We tend to believe that they reflect some important truths about who we are. Yet making friends isn't an exercise in free choice, any more than buying a house is. We buy houses according to what we can afford, what happens to be on the market when we're looking, and whether a capricious owner decides to accept our offer. Friendship is rather similar. We can only choose our friends from among the people we meet, in circumstances where making a friendly overture would be appropriate, and who show a reciprocal interest in knowing us." There are ppl I wanna make friends with but i just don't know how due to circumstance
It's noticeable that the people who are least disappointed with their friendships are either those who have never tested them, or those with the clearest understanding of what they are about. Yet there are times where i believe friendship has been tested out yet still remain friends. What does this mean? What about friendship that have been tested and I and that person never remained friends at all? What does it signify? I am not a good friend? But I believe that after a friendship has been tested will it be a true friendship. Friendships that have been tested and turned sour is only superficial and untrue. But how do you really test friendship? You can't really use any indicators like litmus paper or stuff... it's so profound.
Perhaps we need to think a little harder, and be rather more perceptive, about what sustains our relationships. We could start by being more honest with ourselves about what we like about our friends, what needs they fulfil, and what we would be prepared to do for them. We may feel truly generous to some of our friends, and resentful of others. Some we love, some flatter us, some we tolerate while they serve a purpose, and some we might despise. Does it matter that we can distinguish between deep friendships and transient or superficial ones?
It isn't easy, because friendship is a subtle dance, and no one wants to be explicitly pursued when it's unwelcome, or explicitly dropped when they are not wanted. Nor does it come with any guarantees. People are unpredictable. But we need to play the game of friendship. Evidence shows that people with close friends live longer and are happier than those without. And friendship defines what it means to be human. As the Greek philosopher Epicurus observed: "Of all the things that wisdom provides to help one live one's life in happiness, the greatest by far is the possession of friendship. Eating or drinking without a friend is the life of a lion or a wolf."
Cherish
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
i think i'll blog less often now that the promos are nearing. i'll just make a list of what i'll look forward to after the promos, basically everything! cos nothing can be worse than promos :X
FoS! Band Prac! Section Outing! Fwens Gathering! Wx's PS "marathon"! Trips to M'sia! Band exchange program cum dream world to thailand! Trip to S Korea :D! Daph's Kbox must go! 494949!!! muveeeeesss!
and happy bdae to gway rong! lalala.
FoS! Band Prac! Section Outing! Fwens Gathering! Wx's PS "marathon"! Trips to M'sia! Band exchange program cum dream world to thailand! Trip to S Korea :D! Daph's Kbox must go! 494949!!! muveeeeesss!
and happy bdae to gway rong! lalala.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Examinations are coming. Be it for junior coleges like us, or secondary schools, or even primary school kids. Why is it that people only study when such important examinations approach and not all the time? Well I am but one of the convicts. Studying is really useless. Basically the whole world revolves around technology and schools are really stupid to ask us to WRITE on paper which is environmentally degrading when there are inventions like DUH computer. Seriously lar computers are meant for people to use so why not have virtual lessons, as in online and from home. Okay maybe from home is kinda bad you don't get to see your friends and it's going to be a lonely world. But lessons could be integrated with fun interactions and stuff, but apparently it is NOT. i mean who LIKES boring lessons lar. DOESNT teachers know that their lessons are boring sometimes? it's like so duh why. That's why i think selva rocks cos she always crack jokes and humor us like today so darn funny. Tutors like her who are have a good heart, good looks, good method of teaching really rocks lar. I think she's one of the best tutors our class have, she's hot, she jokes with us, and sometimes i think she's damn cool lar cos when we wave at her she waves back unlike other teachers who just simply DAO you lar and when you shout their (her/his) name totally no response lar! pissed beyond words man. But come to think of it, exams aren't really that bad. It's just another tutorial just that you can't refer to any notes when you do it and the answer is not provided for you to check whether it's right or not. So just be confident as what Wu shuang the bijection master once said. lol. But I guess there is a limit to everything, as in a limit to how clever one can get, how much a person can absorb when he/she mugs, how much information his/her brain can really store. Well now i really believe that looks can be deceiving cos my head looks way too big for the information i can store in it. Stress and more stress. promos just quickly finish pls.
Monday, September 18, 2006
saw things i don't want to see today but nvm.
GP was unusually fun today. realli i mean it. after the toon incident yeah must be positive in all things i blog about lessons. composed a song with tian cheng about some poem thing i scribbled last time haha. damn nice :D
rudy lee was interviewed by gway rong and rudy actually spoke french! damn funny lol. Lee rudy, his french name, apparently has a GF woah!... so seh. too bad today is our last chem tutorial le >< aww. so sad hor.
bored to tears. as promos near i rant more and more. so boring. it's so wrong but nvm. why must have promos?!
some things are not what they seem to be
some truth is not truth as it is
some stuff are not stuff they are meant to be
some feelings are not true emotions that you display
what is real?
GP was unusually fun today. realli i mean it. after the toon incident yeah must be positive in all things i blog about lessons. composed a song with tian cheng about some poem thing i scribbled last time haha. damn nice :D
rudy lee was interviewed by gway rong and rudy actually spoke french! damn funny lol. Lee rudy, his french name, apparently has a GF woah!... so seh. too bad today is our last chem tutorial le >< aww. so sad hor.
bored to tears. as promos near i rant more and more. so boring. it's so wrong but nvm. why must have promos?!
some things are not what they seem to be
some truth is not truth as it is
some stuff are not stuff they are meant to be
some feelings are not true emotions that you display
what is real?
Sunday, September 17, 2006
i need my computer to mug
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer
bleah.
promos is bad cos promos makes ppl mug
mugging is bad as it's a period of solitary confinement
isolation is bad as it makes you lonely and lose your friends temperorarily
loneliness makes you suffer from depression easily
depressed people tend to eat a lot
eating too much makes people fat
im fat and bored. pls amuse me
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer
no computer = no mug
no mug = no good results
no good results = grounded from use of computer
bleah.
promos is bad cos promos makes ppl mug
mugging is bad as it's a period of solitary confinement
isolation is bad as it makes you lonely and lose your friends temperorarily
loneliness makes you suffer from depression easily
depressed people tend to eat a lot
eating too much makes people fat
im fat and bored. pls amuse me
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i wanna dedicate this song to my friends :D it's very nice but takes very long to load. originally sang by savage garden but this is cascada's version! and it is even nicer!!! download just click the dl thingy >>> on the right haha.
dno why but whenever i mug i just can't help feeling super tired. slpy drowsy groggy wadeva. it's so unproductive but just can't help it. geez i wonder how ppl mug until so shuang until it's like their hobby it's their passion, that passion and the desire to mug! it's so crazy lor. ok nvm. i guess i'm just not that mac-mugging freako that's all.
dno why but whenever i mug i just can't help feeling super tired. slpy drowsy groggy wadeva. it's so unproductive but just can't help it. geez i wonder how ppl mug until so shuang until it's like their hobby it's their passion, that passion and the desire to mug! it's so crazy lor. ok nvm. i guess i'm just not that mac-mugging freako that's all.
Friday, September 15, 2006
this is so boring. can't help but admit it that promos are coming. i think i shld start mugging like a 2pid loser. it's 2pid to tio jam for nth. even if i tio jam at least i knew i tried and i'm just not clever at all oh wells. so i'm gonnna mug weeeee ... eeeeeee ... grrr.... ><
this week's pop inc. mtv charts damn nice!
#1 The veronicas - when it all falls apart
they rock like so rock! so many weeks top 3 already. they finally overtook pussycat dolls
#2 Pussy Cat Dolls - buttons
time to retire from the chart =p
#3Shayne Ward - No promises
MY bg song!!!!!!! very nice!!!! shayne got craig david type of voice very nice :p
#4 Fergie - London Bridge
soso nia another afro black
#5 Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
Furtado somehow make me think of vulgar language lol
#6 Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore
VERY VERY NICE!!! :D he divorce with jessica simpson already then can write nice songs sia. shld divorce more often :D
sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
promos quick over pls. i want to carry on with life. FoS BanD F'outings quick come come :P
this week's pop inc. mtv charts damn nice!
#1 The veronicas - when it all falls apart
they rock like so rock! so many weeks top 3 already. they finally overtook pussycat dolls
#2 Pussy Cat Dolls - buttons
time to retire from the chart =p
#3Shayne Ward - No promises
MY bg song!!!!!!! very nice!!!! shayne got craig david type of voice very nice :p
#4 Fergie - London Bridge
soso nia another afro black
#5 Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
Furtado somehow make me think of vulgar language lol
#6 Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore
VERY VERY NICE!!! :D he divorce with jessica simpson already then can write nice songs sia. shld divorce more often :D
sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
promos quick over pls. i want to carry on with life. FoS BanD F'outings quick come come :P
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
The new song features shayne ward's no promises. Very nice song :D i think at least.
Now promos coming. No more CCA. means No band practises. So sian and i miss band so much. I miss my own section :P ><" and the rests too! espcially teng en's maid agency, the section cos of you know wad so i always join their section haha. Just hope band practise gonna resume soon!!!
Well i'm gonna describe 0S6SG. I've described my impressions of most of the classmates before. budden. nothing describes better than pictures.
wx sleeping
kiat oso slping
wx and his friend from taiwan immersion program Slping
the CLASS is SLEEPING
wx last year fos
basically 6G is a slping legend. dno why can't seem to get the pix from my fone to the com today. so can't upload the chee aun men shen thing and pi gu dong thing haha :D. of course nothing beats wx's ultimate pose.
TadaAahhhhhHH!
Now promos coming. No more CCA. means No band practises. So sian and i miss band so much. I miss my own section :P ><" and the rests too! espcially teng en's maid agency, the section cos of you know wad so i always join their section haha. Just hope band practise gonna resume soon!!!
Well i'm gonna describe 0S6SG. I've described my impressions of most of the classmates before. budden. nothing describes better than pictures.
wx sleeping
kiat oso slping
wx and his friend from taiwan immersion program Slping
the CLASS is SLEEPING
wx last year fosbasically 6G is a slping legend. dno why can't seem to get the pix from my fone to the com today. so can't upload the chee aun men shen thing and pi gu dong thing haha :D. of course nothing beats wx's ultimate pose.
TadaAahhhhhHH!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
| Wah Kiat is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Ricky. |
| You consider Wei Xiang your true friend. |
| You know that Regina is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Liew Qi for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Jun Yu is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Jessalyn is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Chang Boon is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Chang Boon changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Charmaine is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Charmaine has a hidden internet romance. |
hmm kiat soulmate yes yes.
i love ricky? hell no...
weixiang is my true friend. yes agree.
regina is thinking of me. really?
i'll prolly rem. her cos she eats as much sweets as me :D
jun yu IS charming
jessalyn takes risks? ... no way. she's colorful??!!! she's dark...
chang boon is my bloodbro. :D but the 2nd part is not true lol
charmaine has a hidden internet romance that's me lol :D
You Are A Good Friend |
 You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
LOL yay!
| You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
oh no! im more girlish ... ok i think it means who i mix with bah...
| You Are 63% Feminine, 37% Masculine |
 You are in touch with your feminine side. Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you. And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women. |
Ok! i don't want to do liao... kaoz. so demoralising and so wrong.
i didn't blog for quite a while. didn't really have the time to. i don't really like to leave my blog no updated. but so many things have happened recently, so many things within such a short period of time. sometimes i wonder how do i handle them all, at the same time. but anyways, kudos and thanks to all those who cheered me up!
promos are closing up really tight. less than 3 weeks left. and stress is increasing exponentially. Sometimes i really hoped that it's FoS tomorrow, then marth soon. I've been going back everyday for the holidays, not to mug, but to attend remedials and tons of extra lessons. I see those councillors there basically daily too, wonder how they juggle studying and marth. It's so xin ku and i hope their hardwork will be paid off too.
at the same time, i really feel like embarking on a new mmorpg. it's been quite long since i've touched mmorpgs, dota's the only exception haha i dno why. but seriously mmorpgs are the greatest games anybody can ever find. anything is possible in mmorpgs and that's why i like it. since ro, i nv played anything else... and that's bad >< budden i played ro for more than 4 years lol. it has come across my mind why not i go be a gamer lol and help design and manage mmorpg games since i've had so much experience ><... and can earn loads of money too. and it's not a bad job considering that i can stop studying now lol. now there's this new mmorpg that really looks sooo fun argh pirate king online... it's soooo kawaii... haha. nvm i'll focus on study first. bleh.
(warning: vulgar contents. if you are easily pissed off by vulgar language pls refrain from reading stuff below)
i've been quite curious as to how the word screw off came about. so i went to "research" a little lol. and it's really very funny. the term screw off was actually "coined" from pigs ... wow!... it's like huh how can a vulgar, ok maybe not vulgar but offensive term come from pigs... such lovely lazy animals... which are totally harmless. but yeah... it was used by prostitutes last time when horny guys approach them. the meaning still retains of course. so how the meaning came about; this is the really interesting part. well, it came from pigs. the private part of a male pig is "screw-shaped" apparently as to fit the "bolt" of the female. so screw literally means ehem ehem... very interesting indeed lol...
no harm meant lolx.
promos are closing up really tight. less than 3 weeks left. and stress is increasing exponentially. Sometimes i really hoped that it's FoS tomorrow, then marth soon. I've been going back everyday for the holidays, not to mug, but to attend remedials and tons of extra lessons. I see those councillors there basically daily too, wonder how they juggle studying and marth. It's so xin ku and i hope their hardwork will be paid off too.
at the same time, i really feel like embarking on a new mmorpg. it's been quite long since i've touched mmorpgs, dota's the only exception haha i dno why. but seriously mmorpgs are the greatest games anybody can ever find. anything is possible in mmorpgs and that's why i like it. since ro, i nv played anything else... and that's bad >< budden i played ro for more than 4 years lol. it has come across my mind why not i go be a gamer lol and help design and manage mmorpg games since i've had so much experience ><... and can earn loads of money too. and it's not a bad job considering that i can stop studying now lol. now there's this new mmorpg that really looks sooo fun argh pirate king online... it's soooo kawaii... haha. nvm i'll focus on study first. bleh.
(warning: vulgar contents. if you are easily pissed off by vulgar language pls refrain from reading stuff below)
i've been quite curious as to how the word screw off came about. so i went to "research" a little lol. and it's really very funny. the term screw off was actually "coined" from pigs ... wow!... it's like huh how can a vulgar, ok maybe not vulgar but offensive term come from pigs... such lovely lazy animals... which are totally harmless. but yeah... it was used by prostitutes last time when horny guys approach them. the meaning still retains of course. so how the meaning came about; this is the really interesting part. well, it came from pigs. the private part of a male pig is "screw-shaped" apparently as to fit the "bolt" of the female. so screw literally means ehem ehem... very interesting indeed lol...
no harm meant lolx.
| You Will Die at Age 76 |
 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well. |
Thursday, September 07, 2006
holiday is no holiday
it's so muggish holiday
i'm choking i can't breath
the pressure and stress building up
i can feel it
what if i don't make it
the question is so loud
what if even tho i put in my best
i still won't make it
what am i supposed to do
what is friendship
why is it something so fragile
that can be torn apart so easily
what is love then
is it something more than friendship
is it just an exchange
is it something that ends more abruptly than friendship
why do we study so hard
is it just to get a job
is getting a job so important
is money everything
what is money
you can't take it to your grave
what is trust
people say it breaks like pie crusts too
will what you believe be always true
what if it's not
how is it possible to know
i don't know
what is reality
am i real
what if i am not
who am i
it's human to cry
am i human
this song means a lot to me
what else does
i don't know
perhaps friends, family
what is the right answer
i don't know
i hate questions
i don't want to think
i don't want the answer
why am i struggling so hard
what will i get in the end
what is destiny
can i control it
is this my destiny
i don't know
i want to change it
how can i
sometimes it's not my choice
maybe it's never been my choice
this is my blog
my little space
what else do i have
what else do i really have
always clinging on to hope
memories perhaps
of who
of what
is this my life
it's so muggish holiday
i'm choking i can't breath
the pressure and stress building up
i can feel it
what if i don't make it
the question is so loud
what if even tho i put in my best
i still won't make it
what am i supposed to do
what is friendship
why is it something so fragile
that can be torn apart so easily
what is love then
is it something more than friendship
is it just an exchange
is it something that ends more abruptly than friendship
why do we study so hard
is it just to get a job
is getting a job so important
is money everything
what is money
you can't take it to your grave
what is trust
people say it breaks like pie crusts too
will what you believe be always true
what if it's not
how is it possible to know
i don't know
what is reality
am i real
what if i am not
who am i
it's human to cry
am i human
this song means a lot to me
what else does
i don't know
perhaps friends, family
what is the right answer
i don't know
i hate questions
i don't want to think
i don't want the answer
why am i struggling so hard
what will i get in the end
what is destiny
can i control it
is this my destiny
i don't know
i want to change it
how can i
sometimes it's not my choice
maybe it's never been my choice
this is my blog
my little space
what else do i have
what else do i really have
always clinging on to hope
memories perhaps
of who
of what
is this my life
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
| What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You |
 You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying. You are a very outgoing person. You are true to yourself, and you never hold back. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate. |
some true but some not :(
| Your Element Is Water |
 A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. |
more true than the previous one :(
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
argh maths so cheem lar. the remedial i dun understand ngsaytiong ask qns dunno argh. so hard maths die physics worse.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
Played pingpong. thrashed out all the mugging energy. went home weixiang'ed immediately. Played merry go round lol so fun. then last part very lame nia, use other hand to play lol. so who serve who win lar basically. ding kiat chris hidden pingpong talents lar all so pro. :p i think fos pingpong our class will win!
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
went bishan wif yenny ding to eat soon after pingpong lol. so many ppl lar. holiday budden soooooo crowded. yenny was tys-hunting after that. he got research one lor, must find red spot tys wadeva is that lol, budden too bad bishan popular so small lar. budden they got another color of the uniball pen :D yay.
Now I see, what love means
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
argh maths so cheem lar. the remedial i dun understand ngsaytiong ask qns dunno argh. so hard maths die physics worse.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
Played pingpong. thrashed out all the mugging energy. went home weixiang'ed immediately. Played merry go round lol so fun. then last part very lame nia, use other hand to play lol. so who serve who win lar basically. ding kiat chris hidden pingpong talents lar all so pro. :p i think fos pingpong our class will win!
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
went bishan wif yenny ding to eat soon after pingpong lol. so many ppl lar. holiday budden soooooo crowded. yenny was tys-hunting after that. he got research one lor, must find red spot tys wadeva is that lol, budden too bad bishan popular so small lar. budden they got another color of the uniball pen :D yay.
Now I see, what love means
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