Sunday, July 18, 2010

Eternal Sonata

Been selling some PS3 games off for cash. Anyway they're so old (like 2 years back when i bought them) and not really fun; only the newer games have better graphics, well things improve. Not really true for all games though, i got a 1 year old game, eternal sonata through a trade with my Star Ocean 4, and the graphics was so-so. The battle style is so omg-standard X-button-spamming-&-ulti-finish. Even the cutscenes are so waiting to be skipped. Gosh... I can already foresee myself selling it soon. That leaves me with MTS. And i made a breakthrough in MTS. I finally passed the introduction stage! yes it's a big achievement for me lol, <---- fail RTS'er.

Anw there's now this big patch on my back with 28 allergens, and it's so damn itchy. I dno but i might be allergic to everything? Hope not -.- 9 more hours to remove it!

Sometimes i don't wish to face the truth, but the truth will always be there to haunt. I just blog-hopped to my beloved junior's blog and recalled the band incident, and that i didn't really talk about it, was so oblivious to it. Not that i'm racist, over-sensitive, but i realise i don't get along with some types of people. Or perhaps used to not get along with some types of people, i hope i'm not now. But KKH was really an anomaly. I could remember ever since sec school time, flute section was always very small. From Raymond (sec 4 then), sec 3 Dianxiang and arthur, sec 2 me and kkh sec 1 jiawei yishan and sheng heng. Well it's expanding, but there were always conflicts, especially when it came to my year to elect section leader. Ever since i was elected, i felt KKH wanted to be or did not recognise me as SL. Well, i still have my juniors that i loved back then. I remembered i couldn't tolerate his attitude especially during sectionals. During main practice, he would just put up an act, what a hypocrite. During sectionals, he would just do his own stuff and small actions to irritate people (me and jiawei), like slamming files in my face etc. Well, I stepped down as SL and kinda regretted it, cuz subsequently i left and jiawei said it was hell after that. There i didn't dare face the threat, I always gave in... THen in JC once again, i thought god was on my side cuz he didnt join band at the start. When SYF was nearing, he suddenly appeared and joined flute section. That was the worst time and i knew i was going. Well, this time he drove me away, not that i left on my own accord. Jess was SL and i gave her problems by not wanting to sit next to KKH. WELL, to put it, there were me lardy and kkh. So basically, there is a combination for us to be apart, that is lardy in the middle, but no she insisted on lardy kkh and me. GG. It's such a trivial thing yeah but not back then, i didn't want to bring back bad memories. Sigh. So one day in Jan 07 during main practice apparently i had tuning problem and Leng raked up the issue of KKH and me highlighted by YY. He brought me to the podium and asked me (after a build up of events), you can't sit next to KKH? I replied no way will i sit next to him. And after i got tons of insults and got booted. Call it fate or call it luck, now that after NS and working at GE, I've seen much worse. I don't think he'll ever haunt me again.

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