Sometimes life is just downright unfair. Always after finish watching Desperate Housewives after all the laughter and sadness and tears, you just realize you have been living what one of those “housewives” lives before. It’s damn pissing how people change, no not people change, everything, everything’s changing. Sometimes I don’t know if I am the one who can’t keep up with the pace and am lagging behind or I’m just too fast. I guess my feeling’s like the Four Seasons now, I just don’t know what I’m feeling. Just one day blow 4 years into dust. I don’t know if it’s the stress from school or whatsoever, or maybe cos I’m weak, I know I am, I really don’t have time why can’t you just understand. I hate hypocrites. They just destroy everything in front of your blardy eye, ok not directly in front but blatant backstabbing. F! this shit man the more I think the more pissed I get. Sometimes I really try to be really kind and put things out in a clear manner but people just don’t get it. It’s like WTHeck I tell you off I DON”T like this guy and then still… Nevermind this aside. Hypocrites sucks. If you want to live like that then why make friends and play with the relationship. I believe in every type of friendship, no matter what type it is, it is ultimately built upon trust. That is why you share personal information and stuff and you are willing to sacrifice your time to be with him/her at times and such but NONONO you screw it all up. OK maybe I AM a bad at judging personalities. I don’t want to sacrifice 4 years for 1 month!