every ending is a new beginning. what ever ending it is. relationships, friendships or even the most dreaded promos i just underwent. Now the results are everything. It is just so strangely how much I am affected by just some numbers, feelings and emotions stirred up. W8ing 4 the anxious moment b4 the results just come to u... that heart-rending moment. and just i was praying for maths to pass... daphne just told me ngsay tiong said 3 ppl failed maths overall. And now i'm even more scared... scared of the day I'll have to retain. Fears and everything... and now got 2pid PW at hand, what's the point? and tml's physics is a sure-fail... means i must pass the remaining 3 h2s... quite a feat i must say.

hope

at least i nv fail chem phew... and it's gay how 50% of the cohort got A and B.

today's pw very nice! library coms fully used then lab one also so we went to COM LAB! in high school lalala~ lol so cool they changed all to flat screen coms! Wah seh budden damn lag dno why haha.

went to eat earthquake!!! bROOOOOMmmmm yummy @ swensens haha and shopped lalala~~~

lol today damn funny! kim seng shopping centre. so ulu until all the shops closed like a plague lar then go in stare at the security guard, then the security guard stare back say, to go to the bowling alley turn right take the lift lol! it's like the building 5 storeys and so big left ONE shop haha. budden... the bowling alley DAMN cool all the national players train there it's like omg got one ball is the pic of a dice then spin liao DAMN nice when got the curl at the back of the lane. wa piang ah pek oso can strike non stop there really pro until siao one. i go there diu lian nia.

the pool is really damn cheap cool no need ic little people and the OMGWTFBBQ thing is that they use OFFICIAL 9-ball pool aramith pool tables with the spinning cue ball with the guiding red dots!!! the table is so smooth and the balls are like glittering like gold so damn blardy cool! argh i wanna go there everyday! yay! and it's onli 6bucks..

watched snakes on the plane. lol nc16 already got bao lu until liddat liao seh. the show damn cock but damn funny LOL. the snakes anyhow bite one from one eye crawl in another eye crawl out until the couple in the toilet the snakes go bite the haha and the guy peeing oso lol. then the afro play ps2 oso can fly the plane and land so nicely abit the ji fake lol...

watched miss congeniality 2 again haha budden still damn nice and funny lol. the storyline quite cock budden the feelings and stuff are quite meaningful and touching sobsob.

then stcuk at little india for 1hour lar wth cos of deepavali the ppl like ants lar the first lane and the last lane become human lane cars cannot even travel wth... then the pamphlets litter on the floor until cannot see pavement one so jia lat!

had bamboo shelled clam today. the shell is really bamboo shape and it's so damn cool! it looks like stilts haha yumyum. i <3 pool! =D yay pool is everyday but tml is ur game :D haha. yay!

maf was damn cool. the lightning the fountain and the stall(s) ^-^.

Mud pie is very nice :P jy did his lame david blaine trick then whack the light stick then the couple saw haha damn funny!

athena is finally gg to win smth big - da fos! lol it's like dead last for so long and thanks to all the participation athena a lot of hope le. and 6G is vball champ =D cos got so mani pros, just basically thrashing.

thank you for the first pool game after promos teehee! missed the cue ball the stick the rax the everything. tytytyty haha. budden don't stress ur face too much lol. later very fast old one haha.

And I don't know why
I feel this way
But I couldn't stay here for
One more day

I go back to the start
Before I lose my mind

what's the problem?! why so suay must kena fight staff team for ping pong!!!... wah lao ms. lam and mr ronnie quek although just need to win 1 match to win cos teachers onli got 2... then all kao daphne liao >< den so nervous so nervous haha...


i know it's all over
but you know where to find me
the usual place where our hearts desire
the moments where magic was made

complex feeling right now.

you live ur life and i live mine. we are just mere strangers.

trying so hard to rekindle the unscathed yesterday. where will we be tomorrow

good night it's time to slp with some feelings unlifted

usually i try not to post about sad stuff, personal stuff, rants and etc. yeah i think i shld practise censoring just like our government.

Rob B HooD Was damn nice lar. the baby isssss shooooooooooooooo cute... but my brother cuter! yay. The most important thing is trust, space (freedom)! divorce! bwahahahahha. divorce la! bwahahah. the show damn cock and funny, cos got gu tian le haha the mommie so ke ai. the baby suck jackie's tits damn funny lar lol i shan't spoiler anymore. Oh yah jun yu! say the jackie chan that zha bor quite chio hell yeah!

Stay Alive was damn nice oso although it's not a 9.50 show haha. so funny lar the show the bathory looked so cute omg! i tell u her eyes damn nice lar got glow one. the crawling dead babies looked damn spastic and funny lor just like the quake 4 graphics wth lol. then one part soooo dangerous liao wth they still kissing haha! nooo not scary one only liwei and daph were like peeking at the screen lor damn funny then daph grab to bobby bobby siam haha. yenny was even CUTER lar he keep hiding behind his bag like a hermit crab... budden he still not as hum as some other ppl haha! legs all curled him and squirking nvm.

today is a very memorable day. it's a day where the life of a miserable kid suffering under the clutches of evil gained freedom and wings to soar to the skies of autonomy. having been traumatised by the paws of education, this poor child has only but one hope to seek enlightenment away from the iniquity of studying, the constant phase of no return to sane humanity defined, the injustice and damage that has been dealt for, everything obsolete in the eyes of this day, the glorious moment, ever so precious and delicate.

YAY wah finally exams over. must pia other stuff liao b4 the results come back and return to demise lol...

I believe in love
but I believe in many more other things than love

I believe that i'm gonna retain

I believe that i'm the only one in my class who's gonna retain ><

I believe im screwed for chem the mcq was blardy hard

I believe im doomed for physics oh yeah as expected i could answer 0 of the structured questions

I believe im gonna fail for one of my geog essays

I believe im sooo dead for maths no time to finish argh

I believe tml's geog paper is going to bad as hard

I believe i really need to study now although it's not going to help at all

I believe there's nothing for me to believe in

I believe in love

P.S oh yah thanks to those people who wished ur geographers LOTS of LUCK. to u guy(s) LOTS of LOVE too. thanks a LOT for ur concern