Tomorrow is the first ict i'm gonna have. Kinda looking forward to it. But at the same time i feel more sai kang coming up. I guess it's part and parcel of army life.
I'm starting to like back jap songs. The way they play and the way they perform it's just so different from normal english and chinese songs that are getting boring. Sometimes it's good not to understand a language, so there are many ways to interpret the song itself, which i think is pretty cool.
Flow rocks
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Between the lines
WAH DAMN SIAN. got a stayout posting. not really an instructor. teaching and coordinating for nsmen instead. it's too idle to be true and very frightening. the whole office like void. silence is defeaning. time crawls by sia. and it's a very good place to emo. about the past army life. although stay in it's been more noisy and fun. 180 degrees turn sia. i miss ic1 life ...
Leave unsaid unspoken
Leave unsaid unspoken
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Angels
Omg. haha. i still remember when in bmt, when i kena tekkaned by the damn sergeants there, i vowed i wanted revenge man. i wanted to become an instructor myself. then when i went to sispec, i still wanted to be an instructor, budden i didnt' want to go aslc. so i knew it was impossible to become an instructor. but omg i went on to signals and after suffering for another grueling 3 months, i still wanna be and got to be an instructor after receiving my posting today but i'm not that vengeful self anymore haha. that's a good thing. anyway the posting is confirmed just that don't know what i'llbe teaching or doing. at least i got my wish.
last day. of course got ppl tio camou sabo tau pok nyeknyek and wadever but omg i got delon's masterpiece; peng siong's face with camou la... ok nvm. anyway everybody is going to different places, so many ppl i know who don't deserve to go 3 sig going there and that's really sad. because. they are ppl closer to me. walau. and 3 sig is a different camp. sian mans. and now i tio instructor means i cannot make friends, cos where got instructor make friends with the man one, like damn awkward and later no respect la. so it's only me and joseph if matthew and weijin are going to be separated as well cos they will probably teach different stuff.
oh yar and now in army got tons of free time to read. i've finished james patterson and i just recently bought and read seven ancient wonders by matthew reilly. it's reilly nice damn nice. i think it's the 2nd mega thick book that i finish reading in 1 day. and omg i just bought the sequel six sacred stones. i'll probably buy ice station too haha. sweeeet.
I know that life wont break me
last day. of course got ppl tio camou sabo tau pok nyeknyek and wadever but omg i got delon's masterpiece; peng siong's face with camou la... ok nvm. anyway everybody is going to different places, so many ppl i know who don't deserve to go 3 sig going there and that's really sad. because. they are ppl closer to me. walau. and 3 sig is a different camp. sian mans. and now i tio instructor means i cannot make friends, cos where got instructor make friends with the man one, like damn awkward and later no respect la. so it's only me and joseph if matthew and weijin are going to be separated as well cos they will probably teach different stuff.
oh yar and now in army got tons of free time to read. i've finished james patterson and i just recently bought and read seven ancient wonders by matthew reilly. it's reilly nice damn nice. i think it's the 2nd mega thick book that i finish reading in 1 day. and omg i just bought the sequel six sacred stones. i'll probably buy ice station too haha. sweeeet.
I know that life wont break me
Saturday, August 23, 2008
See you again
Posting is sort of out already. I wonder why the army just keeps separating us. As in courses after courses and then we get posted into different places and so on and so forth. Once you meet new friends, good friends, then you have to go to new units again. It's like so bleh. Kinda sian tomorrow still got guard duty, as a sergeant for the first time, definitely not the last, now that i'm staying in SI. It's one of the most fortunate posting already, i don't really know, but actually i prefer unit life. Anyways it's not confirmed although it's 99% accurate unless mindef decides to do something about it =D
Death race is a nice movie. It's jammmmmed-packed with action and the movie was really a blast. i mean really. the sstoryline is all good and the female actress is just so hot. It's also the first outing with signals ppl haha. I nv really gone out with them b4 even though we're good friends haha. Maybe that's cos we see each other everyday. Gaaaa... but now about 1/3 of them are posting out of stagmont so well... >< i guess we'll meet up more often haha
I feel like i must have known you in another life
Death race is a nice movie. It's jammmmmed-packed with action and the movie was really a blast. i mean really. the sstoryline is all good and the female actress is just so hot. It's also the first outing with signals ppl haha. I nv really gone out with them b4 even though we're good friends haha. Maybe that's cos we see each other everyday. Gaaaa... but now about 1/3 of them are posting out of stagmont so well... >< i guess we'll meet up more often haha
I feel like i must have known you in another life
Sunday, August 10, 2008
7 Things
1. Omg endurance is in 24 hours' time. Gonna walk for 12 hours at least. Feeling shitty.
2. After tomorrow can wear barette or how u spell it lar. But blue's a little gay.
3. Tennis is tomorrow lar. When i book in then they play. 2pid olympics cannot plan tennis on weekends meh...
4. Miley Cyrus rocks.
5. 24km walked passed the east coast sea food centre. now i feel like going there to eat omg. The smell kept us alive =D
6. I can't believe almost everything i blog is about ns. Geez..... ######## screw it.
And the seventh thing that i'm going to stress the most
7. Haha course's ending. Everybody's going to part somehow. ><
It's not possible for me not to care
2. After tomorrow can wear barette or how u spell it lar. But blue's a little gay.
3. Tennis is tomorrow lar. When i book in then they play. 2pid olympics cannot plan tennis on weekends meh...
4. Miley Cyrus rocks.
5. 24km walked passed the east coast sea food centre. now i feel like going there to eat omg. The smell kept us alive =D
6. I can't believe almost everything i blog is about ns. Geez..... ######## screw it.
And the seventh thing that i'm going to stress the most
7. Haha course's ending. Everybody's going to part somehow. ><
It's not possible for me not to care
Sunday, August 03, 2008
I'm Alive
Kushin-bo rocks. Although it was effing ex and makes a hole in the pocket but it was worth it. Cos i really like the chawamushi haha. Hell yea paying 40 over bucks for the eggs but it's damn nice. The chicken stalk is bloody good haha.
This week's gonna be a long long week. Hell week. Longest ever i think. There's no rest at all it's exercises and tests and guard duty then the final exercise all cramped together.
14 days of hell.
I can't wait to apply leave. The year's ending. It's time to clear all the leaves wahahahah.
I wanna take all that life has got to give
All I need is someone to share it with
This week's gonna be a long long week. Hell week. Longest ever i think. There's no rest at all it's exercises and tests and guard duty then the final exercise all cramped together.
14 days of hell.
I can't wait to apply leave. The year's ending. It's time to clear all the leaves wahahahah.
I wanna take all that life has got to give
All I need is someone to share it with
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Revolution
Living in the midst of a revolution now. There is an entire downspin of events within camp. Total change in management style due to unforseen circumstances. Nights off cancelled abruptly even though OC gave the green light and more punishments that do not serve any purpose of correction for the minute faults that were "caught".
Outside camp the pace of life is so much faster- one filled with more autonomy. So many games to conquer and so many movies to appreciate. Everything has flashed past too quickly even though time seems to be a standstill when in camp. I miss everything that i couldn't grap hold onto, to relinquish the moments.
Coming back to reality, i should say i'm satisfied with where i am now despite numerous entries of complains and rantings in the weekly reflection logs. Enemies and friends, creatures, dust and the like have occupied that slice of me still lost in time.
Now that it's the week of practicals and even more upcoming practicals, books have become great assets; Low lifeform trainees like us risk getting raided everyday like yesterday, can't bring the no-nos even titbits. 4th of July is a nice book i chanced upon that helped me survived this week. Of course heard lots of bitchslapping and backstabbing, i guess this is what happens when people have nothing better to do.
Just go away
Outside camp the pace of life is so much faster- one filled with more autonomy. So many games to conquer and so many movies to appreciate. Everything has flashed past too quickly even though time seems to be a standstill when in camp. I miss everything that i couldn't grap hold onto, to relinquish the moments.
Coming back to reality, i should say i'm satisfied with where i am now despite numerous entries of complains and rantings in the weekly reflection logs. Enemies and friends, creatures, dust and the like have occupied that slice of me still lost in time.
Now that it's the week of practicals and even more upcoming practicals, books have become great assets; Low lifeform trainees like us risk getting raided everyday like yesterday, can't bring the no-nos even titbits. 4th of July is a nice book i chanced upon that helped me survived this week. Of course heard lots of bitchslapping and backstabbing, i guess this is what happens when people have nothing better to do.
Just go away
Friday, July 11, 2008
Practically Fun
Yeah practical is more fun than theory for sigs. Can't wait to go into unit but of course i don't wanna go for the dreaded induction programs bleh cui.
now i need earphones walao. Felicia blue =D
now i need earphones walao. Felicia blue =D
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Vida La Vida
Whee. tml operators are coming in. even the ocs cadets too. SI is going to be busy once again. anticipate super long queues at the cookhouse :D
Vida La Vida is damn nice. Actually only the main song vida la vida and lovers in japan. But that's good enough because they're really damn nice songs haha.
Bought a new computer. Can stock up on flac files already. Should control my dl abit for good reasons haha.
Tests and tests, exams and exams, another weeks of exams, powerpoint presentations and ippt test... GAH. I wanna go UNIT NOW
Vida La Vida is damn nice. Actually only the main song vida la vida and lovers in japan. But that's good enough because they're really damn nice songs haha.
Bought a new computer. Can stock up on flac files already. Should control my dl abit for good reasons haha.
Tests and tests, exams and exams, another weeks of exams, powerpoint presentations and ippt test... GAH. I wanna go UNIT NOW
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Accuracy of Death
Luckily i had a off in lieu today got to watch a very nice show by Takeshi Kaneshiro and Manami Konishi also the singer of this damn nice song Sunny Day omg. I'm so in love with the song now.
I'd give 4 stars for this movie man. The storyline is amazing =p. yeah? =D
WAHHHHHHH =D
ANyway here's the mv haha.
What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds
I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here
Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone
If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box
Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther
Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…
I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it
I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen
I'd give 4 stars for this movie man. The storyline is amazing =p. yeah? =D
WAHHHHHHH =D
ANyway here's the mv haha.
What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds
I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here
Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone
If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box
Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther
Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…
I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it
I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen
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