Invoke

Matthew Reilly Really rocks. I think the 6 Sacred Stones is the only book that can rival or in my opinion even better than Harry Potter. He writes thriller/mysteries like no other. It's really imba suspense till the end with cliffhangers.

Life's began to settle down for the worse and will go on like this I pray for the better man...

Now all i can wait for is 4th November... .. .

hitori de wa todo ka nai
I can't reach anything alone

Fall for you

Nearly 2 weeks have passed since i passed out. Getting used to the life. Actually i'm very thankful for the posting. Attending the 1 week IPC was really fruitful. It's really hard to imagine something so useful being taught in camp. It's an entire package of how to lead your man. And it's so surprising what they teach, how they teach, which is really damn good equivalent to professionals outside (no joke), but then looking at the instructors when I was a trainee really made me doubt many stuff. It was all inspiring, motivating, and also very useful application to real life as they thought us how to present well and motivate, lead people etc. Many chances to present in front of our small class. And because of this IPC, though it's a short 1 week, but it was a damn good ice breaker. I think we have bonded one way or another. I look forward to such life man. All these also sorta make me have the urge to wanna teach man. I wanna take a platoon lol. not nsmen... nvm.



Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Re:member

Tomorrow is the first ict i'm gonna have. Kinda looking forward to it. But at the same time i feel more sai kang coming up. I guess it's part and parcel of army life.

I'm starting to like back jap songs. The way they play and the way they perform it's just so different from normal english and chinese songs that are getting boring. Sometimes it's good not to understand a language, so there are many ways to interpret the song itself, which i think is pretty cool.

Flow rocks

Between the lines

WAH DAMN SIAN. got a stayout posting. not really an instructor. teaching and coordinating for nsmen instead. it's too idle to be true and very frightening. the whole office like void. silence is defeaning. time crawls by sia. and it's a very good place to emo. about the past army life. although stay in it's been more noisy and fun. 180 degrees turn sia. i miss ic1 life ...

Leave unsaid unspoken

Angels

Omg. haha. i still remember when in bmt, when i kena tekkaned by the damn sergeants there, i vowed i wanted revenge man. i wanted to become an instructor myself. then when i went to sispec, i still wanted to be an instructor, budden i didnt' want to go aslc. so i knew it was impossible to become an instructor. but omg i went on to signals and after suffering for another grueling 3 months, i still wanna be and got to be an instructor after receiving my posting today but i'm not that vengeful self anymore haha. that's a good thing. anyway the posting is confirmed just that don't know what i'llbe teaching or doing. at least i got my wish.

last day. of course got ppl tio camou sabo tau pok nyeknyek and wadever but omg i got delon's masterpiece; peng siong's face with camou la... ok nvm. anyway everybody is going to different places, so many ppl i know who don't deserve to go 3 sig going there and that's really sad. because. they are ppl closer to me. walau. and 3 sig is a different camp. sian mans. and now i tio instructor means i cannot make friends, cos where got instructor make friends with the man one, like damn awkward and later no respect la. so it's only me and joseph if matthew and weijin are going to be separated as well cos they will probably teach different stuff.

oh yar and now in army got tons of free time to read. i've finished james patterson and i just recently bought and read seven ancient wonders by matthew reilly. it's reilly nice damn nice. i think it's the 2nd mega thick book that i finish reading in 1 day. and omg i just bought the sequel six sacred stones. i'll probably buy ice station too haha. sweeeet.

I know that life wont break me

See you again

Posting is sort of out already. I wonder why the army just keeps separating us. As in courses after courses and then we get posted into different places and so on and so forth. Once you meet new friends, good friends, then you have to go to new units again. It's like so bleh. Kinda sian tomorrow still got guard duty, as a sergeant for the first time, definitely not the last, now that i'm staying in SI. It's one of the most fortunate posting already, i don't really know, but actually i prefer unit life. Anyways it's not confirmed although it's 99% accurate unless mindef decides to do something about it =D

Death race is a nice movie. It's jammmmmed-packed with action and the movie was really a blast. i mean really. the sstoryline is all good and the female actress is just so hot. It's also the first outing with signals ppl haha. I nv really gone out with them b4 even though we're good friends haha. Maybe that's cos we see each other everyday. Gaaaa... but now about 1/3 of them are posting out of stagmont so well... >< i guess we'll meet up more often haha

I feel like i must have known you in another life

7 Things

1. Omg endurance is in 24 hours' time. Gonna walk for 12 hours at least. Feeling shitty.
2. After tomorrow can wear barette or how u spell it lar. But blue's a little gay.
3. Tennis is tomorrow lar. When i book in then they play. 2pid olympics cannot plan tennis on weekends meh...
4. Miley Cyrus rocks.
5. 24km walked passed the east coast sea food centre. now i feel like going there to eat omg. The smell kept us alive =D
6. I can't believe almost everything i blog is about ns. Geez..... ######## screw it.
And the seventh thing that i'm going to stress the most
7. Haha course's ending. Everybody's going to part somehow. ><

It's not possible for me not to care

I'm Alive

Kushin-bo rocks. Although it was effing ex and makes a hole in the pocket but it was worth it. Cos i really like the chawamushi haha. Hell yea paying 40 over bucks for the eggs but it's damn nice. The chicken stalk is bloody good haha.

This week's gonna be a long long week. Hell week. Longest ever i think. There's no rest at all it's exercises and tests and guard duty then the final exercise all cramped together.

14 days of hell.

I can't wait to apply leave. The year's ending. It's time to clear all the leaves wahahahah.

I wanna take all that life has got to give
All I need is someone to share it with

Revolution

Living in the midst of a revolution now. There is an entire downspin of events within camp. Total change in management style due to unforseen circumstances. Nights off cancelled abruptly even though OC gave the green light and more punishments that do not serve any purpose of correction for the minute faults that were "caught".

Outside camp the pace of life is so much faster- one filled with more autonomy. So many games to conquer and so many movies to appreciate. Everything has flashed past too quickly even though time seems to be a standstill when in camp. I miss everything that i couldn't grap hold onto, to relinquish the moments.

Coming back to reality, i should say i'm satisfied with where i am now despite numerous entries of complains and rantings in the weekly reflection logs. Enemies and friends, creatures, dust and the like have occupied that slice of me still lost in time.

Now that it's the week of practicals and even more upcoming practicals, books have become great assets; Low lifeform trainees like us risk getting raided everyday like yesterday, can't bring the no-nos even titbits. 4th of July is a nice book i chanced upon that helped me survived this week. Of course heard lots of bitchslapping and backstabbing, i guess this is what happens when people have nothing better to do.

Just go away

Practically Fun

Yeah practical is more fun than theory for sigs. Can't wait to go into unit but of course i don't wanna go for the dreaded induction programs bleh cui.

now i need earphones walao. Felicia blue =D