Revolution

Living in the midst of a revolution now. There is an entire downspin of events within camp. Total change in management style due to unforseen circumstances. Nights off cancelled abruptly even though OC gave the green light and more punishments that do not serve any purpose of correction for the minute faults that were "caught".

Outside camp the pace of life is so much faster- one filled with more autonomy. So many games to conquer and so many movies to appreciate. Everything has flashed past too quickly even though time seems to be a standstill when in camp. I miss everything that i couldn't grap hold onto, to relinquish the moments.

Coming back to reality, i should say i'm satisfied with where i am now despite numerous entries of complains and rantings in the weekly reflection logs. Enemies and friends, creatures, dust and the like have occupied that slice of me still lost in time.

Now that it's the week of practicals and even more upcoming practicals, books have become great assets; Low lifeform trainees like us risk getting raided everyday like yesterday, can't bring the no-nos even titbits. 4th of July is a nice book i chanced upon that helped me survived this week. Of course heard lots of bitchslapping and backstabbing, i guess this is what happens when people have nothing better to do.

Just go away

Practically Fun

Yeah practical is more fun than theory for sigs. Can't wait to go into unit but of course i don't wanna go for the dreaded induction programs bleh cui.

now i need earphones walao. Felicia blue =D

Vida La Vida

Whee. tml operators are coming in. even the ocs cadets too. SI is going to be busy once again. anticipate super long queues at the cookhouse :D

Vida La Vida is damn nice. Actually only the main song vida la vida and lovers in japan. But that's good enough because they're really damn nice songs haha.

Bought a new computer. Can stock up on flac files already. Should control my dl abit for good reasons haha.

Tests and tests, exams and exams, another weeks of exams, powerpoint presentations and ippt test... GAH. I wanna go UNIT NOW

Accuracy of Death

Luckily i had a off in lieu today got to watch a very nice show by Takeshi Kaneshiro and Manami Konishi also the singer of this damn nice song Sunny Day omg. I'm so in love with the song now.



I'd give 4 stars for this movie man. The storyline is amazing =p. yeah? =D



WAHHHHHHH =D

ANyway here's the mv haha.



What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone

If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box

Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Back to School

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't really believe 1 week has passed. 5 days in SI seems like 5 weeks. 1 day feels like 1 week. By the first day, my bunk was already damn close like we known each other for a super long time. And yeah by today we were like bonded like superglue.

So many things to study sia seriously. I can't list out the stuff though but the list is inexhaustible man... It feels just like last minute studying for A lvls everyday in the computer lab. And yes computer lab although air con and relac- that's what people who don't see signallers suffering in silence in the labs say. I'm like studying 3 H2 equivalent except i have daily "PE lessons" and 8am-6pm studying time. Sooner or later I'll get mental heat exhaustion sia...

Ok bad stuff aside, some of the stuff learned are actually quite applicable to real life la =D Like networking, the 1010101011's and the whatever parts the computer has. Oh man but i have like 14098149284920 tests and EXAM ALSO... and got exam room. Haiz. Stresssssss ##### and it's only the beginning. GG.

Am I unlucky or what

"I realised that army has changed my life." Yeah a lot of people who went into army said that. Reflecting about my life, it has certainly changed much too. But not really in a good way.

I realised after going to army i become more suay sia. Following the chronology of events, I got into ninja instead of pegasus, which is like heaven and hell apart. Not that ninja is xiong and pegasus is not, but i mean i could've been in pegasus so getting into ninja is like walao. Anw I had many cherished memories that I think i certainly won't get in pegasus cos of the intensity in ninja.

Thereafter, i missed 2 or 3 class outings cos of weekend events in army that only occur once every course or so. So am I lucky or what. I had field camp immediately after chinese new year for the first outing i remember vividly and then live firing for 30 hours for the 2nd one. WAKao...

The only good thing was that i got into hotel company. But the training is really intense until 70 gold 70 silver leh wtf. I think no other company can beat that sia.

Then now i kena signals WHEEEE so slack. But suay again la i kena ic2 instead of ic1. chiong sua instead of vehicle la WALAO. And according to yenny my batch ic2 got chance to tio guards. Also posting wise, ic2 will kena unit one la if i zhong a camp that is like near the coastline of singapore i'll cry la ><

Now i can only cross my fingers i don't get guards, not that i will downpes if i get it, but considering luck hor, i think my luck drained until negative if i really tio guards man.

Anw since the A lvls break, i think i nv went to the cinemas le. Which is very long, not that i never watch any movies though haha. Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull was damn nice haha. Harrison ford really damn old liao, but still so agile. The graphics and plot was damn zai but the show got a lot of freaky parts, a lot of ji guan also very cool haha.

Signals

Never blog but bslc is over. Survived through. After ninja sispec seemed to be a breeze. It's not slack but maybe i have the tempo inside me already. And i got pretty lucky to be in a welfare company and have a good OC.

Just survived the 28km national education graduation march so called and the best of all is to receive signals posting. Sergeant in 13 weeks, 12 weeks course, pray i pass my SOC though.

Now all i can wait for is mgs4. cos ffviii will be a long wait. pretty sad :(

Long hiatus

Many thoughts ran through my mind dashing vividly every moment whenever i'm stoning in camp. But when will I have the time to pen them down. Gtg ><

Wait to rush, Rush to wait

very short post before i book back into camp. got into sispec hotel quite a welfare company. sergeants are more understanding i guess. i've got good bunkmates and company as well. other than a very xiong pti and thus very very very xiong pt, i guess i'll survive the very short 8 weeks lol. 1/4 done already =D.