Explosive

What's the type of life i wanna have? Somewhat easygoing or tough and challenging? I realise from the games i played like utopia and perfect world, I already have all these questions sorted out. Not one of gaming, but helping people out.

Well helping has many sorts, of your own will or not. There are many ways to help people too, be it physically or mentally etc. Well, no matter what topic and stuff are on my mind, somehow or rather they link to army life... That's pretty sad and epic. Well i get to help people in my life now, helping people i don't like, helping people not of my own will and helping people physically. I guess that's pretty sad.

Anyways, I finally found bond. Can't wait to get my hands on them. I'm just like the song that popularised them and used in many magic shows, for now.

Complicated

"Listening is the least you can do even when you cannot do anything else" quoted from B5 of TODAY. I couldn't help but burst out laughing when i read those lines. You can't blame me you know, when your office is dominated by you-know-whats. Anyway this phrase was from an article how to keep your employees at your workplace. It's about respect and giving due credit and also attention along those lines. Apparently, this crisis is prevalent and rooted deep into the high-ranking baby-boomer generation that of course would starkly and definitely be of more prominence at my workplace - that is that "employers" treat their employees like shit.

Speaking more about my current workplace, I realised an hourglass pattern in its organisation and structure, a structure that is doomed to fail. Why? Right at its highest tier, the chocolate bars and galaxy. At the middle tier, the bowmen and sharpshooters. Right at the bottom tier, are those waiting to be promoted to civilian. The organisation resembles a perfect hourglass shape based on the input, output and efficiency of the 3 tiers. Isn't this structure doomed to fall?

Of something of greater importance, nabei my card holder gave way and my camp pass and 11B dropped somewhere i didnt know. Now i can't find them... made police report and worse come to worse, i'll have to pay 100 bucks and 7 guard duties. WADDDEEEEHECK. Omg seriously la. The worse is to tio chinese new year guard duty. My warrant already brimming at me evil grins. Oh god of all times.

Life's like that

life sucks

I never felt so close to death.

http://www.ultimateninjastorm.com/

enuff said.

Thunderbird

OMGOMGOMGOMG Finally i managed to convert my nagareboshi from 50mb file to 10mb so i can upload as my bgsong HAHAHA :D I took like 2 years lol to do that. This is my favourite song man so nice haha.

There are so many things i want man. I think i'll never be contented haha. Hope i can get everything =D Finally the long awaited 1st November is coming. I can gain invincibility and immortality, shinra tensei, deflect all the arrows of darkness into the hell realm, seal them never to be seen ever again. I wish. Haha but at least i gain temporary invulnerability for the 7 days of leave i took. Wheee. And when i'm back from holiday, Naruto ultimate ninja storm is out. That means i can play for 96 hours non stop and then resume being the bullseye target. Oh my how fun.

I hope this new release can be more promising, more challenging. I love challenge! omg. damn those easy games. Waste of money. I think ps3 is releasing too many cheapo games that can be completed too quickly. For the money, the graphics ain't work it for the cheap work of gameplay and challenge man. bring it on. gah too happy that i can finally take my leave. Chains of restraint, i'm finally free.

Get new years clothes, get some game on, get idno wadever i can get. Gotta get in shape too. So busy that i don't even have 1 minute of PT any day. that's quite bad. I scared i'll become a workaholic like wenyang man. the last thing i wanna be is fat.

Folding back my lonely wings
if I believe in these flying memories

Another Day in Paradise

This past week was all food and eating. Couch Potating watching movies and animes. Sunday went to Suntec for Kushinbo. =] We went to eat and send Jun Yu off to Taiwan haha. This time got no dong dong dong, kushinbo~~~ hahaha no kiasu Singaporeans piling up at the hot pan area. lol. Man it was quite long that we nv meet up liao esp. since i nv go for MAF 0_o haha. This time even Chris came ^-^. So there was more people. But as per usual lar, Bobby pangseh halfway again. Ding always late. Lol. No lar cos he backache. Kushinbo food rocks. Such a huge spread and varieties. And it's quality food. Not some Seoul Garden or Zhenfa.

Speaking of quality of food. I treated my parents to Julien Bompard. It was a Monday, and St. Juliens wasn't open, so he recommended me to call Julien Bompard, which happens to be the name of the chef also, and so I did. When we went to the place, oh god, it was like i booked the entire restaurant :D so the money was damn worthwhile haha. Cos we were their only customers. The place hasn't advertised and is so called not open to public yet. It was at Ascotts. The ambience was just wonderful. And hail the lobster bisque man, it was the most delicious, mouth-watery, words-just-can't-simply-describe lobster bisque. Man, that's what you call Live to Eat man.

it's another day for
You and me in paradise

Nagareboshi Shooting Star

I rarely have time for myself now. So preoccupied with army stuff. But other ppl perceive where i am as slack and stay out and nothing to do. I can't even say it's an understatement. I'm an instructor lol but i don't take platoon mans. I take nsmen. But that's also good la haha. Just finished taking a batch of armour people so i had to go to other camps and also go back to pasir laba. Saw simon says and he's already a staff serg PWO. Missed the canteen man, cos SI no canteen la sians... NSmen are really damn good, cos they no need pumping one. They can be friends with you, unlike normal man that instructors take. The relationship is so different haha. And just after this in camp i got to know a chef OMG, he looks like a chef who experiments a lot of food man, a banker who treated me dinner =D chinese businessman. Looking at them make me wonder how i'll handle reservist next time haha. They're like so different, so focussed haha. Like wad my officer said man, nsmen are very focussed, they work towards one thing, book out lol. During practical lessons, one group started at 9am another group started at 3pm, in the end both groups finished at 5.30 lol accomplishing all objectives. How zai man. The people that finished all pia to help the other group and POOF wtf it's like damn fast way beyond target time :D of course so i get to book out early too haha.

MAN. Time flies. But it's not flying now. Maybe cos i'm not having fun. Haiz. I hope nsmen can stay longer man haha.

There's something i want so badly, but i don't think i'll ever get it. :(

I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

American Boy

Arghhhhhh!!! With effect from today, all 3SG and below must stay in. Siao liao. For my camp only though. All the people damn frustrated. And we received the news during standby bed by a colonel lar wtf... There has been gossipping about the stay in for quite long liao but didn't know it really came through. But the best part is, i no need lol. That's the ONLY single good thing about my branch bah haha :D Even though commander say, but aiya still got a few sneakily dao diao the order but life's like that. no risk no gains.

watched many many countless movies the past few weeks. Maybe about 20-30 or so. Lol. Thanks to Weixiang haha. He and shao hsien come my house movie marathon. Watch until like 3-4am. Then wtf 8+am he wake me up say don't waste time leh watch movie le. Wah seh. Budden after that i also siao on watching movie le. In camp also watch with my officer. I feel like numb watching movies le haha.

Stressed. This whole week every meetings after meetings. I've to do the minutes. Churn out the reports. Vet through documents. Prepare presentation materials. Organize loose information into excel. I feel so office'd.

Can we get away this weekend?

When you believe

Life sucks man. What's the big deal about staying out when life sucks? Everybody just thinks that staying out is so great, but there's a great price to pay man. And so many friends i know that can stay out choose to stay in, because they are wielding arsenal of arrows. BIG DEAL!!! Nabei... SI always nothing to do. Wah SI people so free... omg la -.- how i wish i were in unit man.

Anyways, i just realised that most people that i know are left handers. And left handers rock man. And i just realised that Maria Sharapova is left hander also =D just that she plays right hand tennis hahaha. Occasionally she hits those left handed shots that initially i thought i saw wrongly :S

And cos life inside army is really life inside army. It's a different set of life compared to the outside world. There's a barrier, an invisible wall. Somehow reading newspaper is also a no-no. How to stay current man. Not like there are many newspaper sets la it's like 1 per branch which is like a lot of people sharing 1 pathetic set. So anyways now i survive reading only today. And of course magazines la :D but i no longer read those wad 8 days, teens, teenage, lime or hmm wadever... I just discovered a mega nice magazine called millionaire asia but as the name suggests it is also mega ex. Subscription is like $38 per issue 4 publications a year. But omg the content is exquisite and pampers your eyes man. Oh man i can't wait to chance upon one again. haha.

you rock.

There can be miracles, when you believe

Invoke

Matthew Reilly Really rocks. I think the 6 Sacred Stones is the only book that can rival or in my opinion even better than Harry Potter. He writes thriller/mysteries like no other. It's really imba suspense till the end with cliffhangers.

Life's began to settle down for the worse and will go on like this I pray for the better man...

Now all i can wait for is 4th November... .. .

hitori de wa todo ka nai
I can't reach anything alone

Fall for you

Nearly 2 weeks have passed since i passed out. Getting used to the life. Actually i'm very thankful for the posting. Attending the 1 week IPC was really fruitful. It's really hard to imagine something so useful being taught in camp. It's an entire package of how to lead your man. And it's so surprising what they teach, how they teach, which is really damn good equivalent to professionals outside (no joke), but then looking at the instructors when I was a trainee really made me doubt many stuff. It was all inspiring, motivating, and also very useful application to real life as they thought us how to present well and motivate, lead people etc. Many chances to present in front of our small class. And because of this IPC, though it's a short 1 week, but it was a damn good ice breaker. I think we have bonded one way or another. I look forward to such life man. All these also sorta make me have the urge to wanna teach man. I wanna take a platoon lol. not nsmen... nvm.



Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Re:member

Tomorrow is the first ict i'm gonna have. Kinda looking forward to it. But at the same time i feel more sai kang coming up. I guess it's part and parcel of army life.

I'm starting to like back jap songs. The way they play and the way they perform it's just so different from normal english and chinese songs that are getting boring. Sometimes it's good not to understand a language, so there are many ways to interpret the song itself, which i think is pretty cool.

Flow rocks

Between the lines

WAH DAMN SIAN. got a stayout posting. not really an instructor. teaching and coordinating for nsmen instead. it's too idle to be true and very frightening. the whole office like void. silence is defeaning. time crawls by sia. and it's a very good place to emo. about the past army life. although stay in it's been more noisy and fun. 180 degrees turn sia. i miss ic1 life ...

Leave unsaid unspoken

Angels

Omg. haha. i still remember when in bmt, when i kena tekkaned by the damn sergeants there, i vowed i wanted revenge man. i wanted to become an instructor myself. then when i went to sispec, i still wanted to be an instructor, budden i didnt' want to go aslc. so i knew it was impossible to become an instructor. but omg i went on to signals and after suffering for another grueling 3 months, i still wanna be and got to be an instructor after receiving my posting today but i'm not that vengeful self anymore haha. that's a good thing. anyway the posting is confirmed just that don't know what i'llbe teaching or doing. at least i got my wish.

last day. of course got ppl tio camou sabo tau pok nyeknyek and wadever but omg i got delon's masterpiece; peng siong's face with camou la... ok nvm. anyway everybody is going to different places, so many ppl i know who don't deserve to go 3 sig going there and that's really sad. because. they are ppl closer to me. walau. and 3 sig is a different camp. sian mans. and now i tio instructor means i cannot make friends, cos where got instructor make friends with the man one, like damn awkward and later no respect la. so it's only me and joseph if matthew and weijin are going to be separated as well cos they will probably teach different stuff.

oh yar and now in army got tons of free time to read. i've finished james patterson and i just recently bought and read seven ancient wonders by matthew reilly. it's reilly nice damn nice. i think it's the 2nd mega thick book that i finish reading in 1 day. and omg i just bought the sequel six sacred stones. i'll probably buy ice station too haha. sweeeet.

I know that life wont break me

See you again

Posting is sort of out already. I wonder why the army just keeps separating us. As in courses after courses and then we get posted into different places and so on and so forth. Once you meet new friends, good friends, then you have to go to new units again. It's like so bleh. Kinda sian tomorrow still got guard duty, as a sergeant for the first time, definitely not the last, now that i'm staying in SI. It's one of the most fortunate posting already, i don't really know, but actually i prefer unit life. Anyways it's not confirmed although it's 99% accurate unless mindef decides to do something about it =D

Death race is a nice movie. It's jammmmmed-packed with action and the movie was really a blast. i mean really. the sstoryline is all good and the female actress is just so hot. It's also the first outing with signals ppl haha. I nv really gone out with them b4 even though we're good friends haha. Maybe that's cos we see each other everyday. Gaaaa... but now about 1/3 of them are posting out of stagmont so well... >< i guess we'll meet up more often haha

I feel like i must have known you in another life

7 Things

1. Omg endurance is in 24 hours' time. Gonna walk for 12 hours at least. Feeling shitty.
2. After tomorrow can wear barette or how u spell it lar. But blue's a little gay.
3. Tennis is tomorrow lar. When i book in then they play. 2pid olympics cannot plan tennis on weekends meh...
4. Miley Cyrus rocks.
5. 24km walked passed the east coast sea food centre. now i feel like going there to eat omg. The smell kept us alive =D
6. I can't believe almost everything i blog is about ns. Geez..... ######## screw it.
And the seventh thing that i'm going to stress the most
7. Haha course's ending. Everybody's going to part somehow. ><

It's not possible for me not to care

I'm Alive

Kushin-bo rocks. Although it was effing ex and makes a hole in the pocket but it was worth it. Cos i really like the chawamushi haha. Hell yea paying 40 over bucks for the eggs but it's damn nice. The chicken stalk is bloody good haha.

This week's gonna be a long long week. Hell week. Longest ever i think. There's no rest at all it's exercises and tests and guard duty then the final exercise all cramped together.

14 days of hell.

I can't wait to apply leave. The year's ending. It's time to clear all the leaves wahahahah.

I wanna take all that life has got to give
All I need is someone to share it with

Revolution

Living in the midst of a revolution now. There is an entire downspin of events within camp. Total change in management style due to unforseen circumstances. Nights off cancelled abruptly even though OC gave the green light and more punishments that do not serve any purpose of correction for the minute faults that were "caught".

Outside camp the pace of life is so much faster- one filled with more autonomy. So many games to conquer and so many movies to appreciate. Everything has flashed past too quickly even though time seems to be a standstill when in camp. I miss everything that i couldn't grap hold onto, to relinquish the moments.

Coming back to reality, i should say i'm satisfied with where i am now despite numerous entries of complains and rantings in the weekly reflection logs. Enemies and friends, creatures, dust and the like have occupied that slice of me still lost in time.

Now that it's the week of practicals and even more upcoming practicals, books have become great assets; Low lifeform trainees like us risk getting raided everyday like yesterday, can't bring the no-nos even titbits. 4th of July is a nice book i chanced upon that helped me survived this week. Of course heard lots of bitchslapping and backstabbing, i guess this is what happens when people have nothing better to do.

Just go away

Practically Fun

Yeah practical is more fun than theory for sigs. Can't wait to go into unit but of course i don't wanna go for the dreaded induction programs bleh cui.

now i need earphones walao. Felicia blue =D

Vida La Vida

Whee. tml operators are coming in. even the ocs cadets too. SI is going to be busy once again. anticipate super long queues at the cookhouse :D

Vida La Vida is damn nice. Actually only the main song vida la vida and lovers in japan. But that's good enough because they're really damn nice songs haha.

Bought a new computer. Can stock up on flac files already. Should control my dl abit for good reasons haha.

Tests and tests, exams and exams, another weeks of exams, powerpoint presentations and ippt test... GAH. I wanna go UNIT NOW

Accuracy of Death

Luckily i had a off in lieu today got to watch a very nice show by Takeshi Kaneshiro and Manami Konishi also the singer of this damn nice song Sunny Day omg. I'm so in love with the song now.



I'd give 4 stars for this movie man. The storyline is amazing =p. yeah? =D



WAHHHHHHH =D

ANyway here's the mv haha.



What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone

If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box

Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Back to School

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't really believe 1 week has passed. 5 days in SI seems like 5 weeks. 1 day feels like 1 week. By the first day, my bunk was already damn close like we known each other for a super long time. And yeah by today we were like bonded like superglue.

So many things to study sia seriously. I can't list out the stuff though but the list is inexhaustible man... It feels just like last minute studying for A lvls everyday in the computer lab. And yes computer lab although air con and relac- that's what people who don't see signallers suffering in silence in the labs say. I'm like studying 3 H2 equivalent except i have daily "PE lessons" and 8am-6pm studying time. Sooner or later I'll get mental heat exhaustion sia...

Ok bad stuff aside, some of the stuff learned are actually quite applicable to real life la =D Like networking, the 1010101011's and the whatever parts the computer has. Oh man but i have like 14098149284920 tests and EXAM ALSO... and got exam room. Haiz. Stresssssss ##### and it's only the beginning. GG.

Am I unlucky or what

"I realised that army has changed my life." Yeah a lot of people who went into army said that. Reflecting about my life, it has certainly changed much too. But not really in a good way.

I realised after going to army i become more suay sia. Following the chronology of events, I got into ninja instead of pegasus, which is like heaven and hell apart. Not that ninja is xiong and pegasus is not, but i mean i could've been in pegasus so getting into ninja is like walao. Anw I had many cherished memories that I think i certainly won't get in pegasus cos of the intensity in ninja.

Thereafter, i missed 2 or 3 class outings cos of weekend events in army that only occur once every course or so. So am I lucky or what. I had field camp immediately after chinese new year for the first outing i remember vividly and then live firing for 30 hours for the 2nd one. WAKao...

The only good thing was that i got into hotel company. But the training is really intense until 70 gold 70 silver leh wtf. I think no other company can beat that sia.

Then now i kena signals WHEEEE so slack. But suay again la i kena ic2 instead of ic1. chiong sua instead of vehicle la WALAO. And according to yenny my batch ic2 got chance to tio guards. Also posting wise, ic2 will kena unit one la if i zhong a camp that is like near the coastline of singapore i'll cry la ><

Now i can only cross my fingers i don't get guards, not that i will downpes if i get it, but considering luck hor, i think my luck drained until negative if i really tio guards man.

Anw since the A lvls break, i think i nv went to the cinemas le. Which is very long, not that i never watch any movies though haha. Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull was damn nice haha. Harrison ford really damn old liao, but still so agile. The graphics and plot was damn zai but the show got a lot of freaky parts, a lot of ji guan also very cool haha.

Signals

Never blog but bslc is over. Survived through. After ninja sispec seemed to be a breeze. It's not slack but maybe i have the tempo inside me already. And i got pretty lucky to be in a welfare company and have a good OC.

Just survived the 28km national education graduation march so called and the best of all is to receive signals posting. Sergeant in 13 weeks, 12 weeks course, pray i pass my SOC though.

Now all i can wait for is mgs4. cos ffviii will be a long wait. pretty sad :(

Long hiatus

Many thoughts ran through my mind dashing vividly every moment whenever i'm stoning in camp. But when will I have the time to pen them down. Gtg ><

Wait to rush, Rush to wait

very short post before i book back into camp. got into sispec hotel quite a welfare company. sergeants are more understanding i guess. i've got good bunkmates and company as well. other than a very xiong pti and thus very very very xiong pt, i guess i'll survive the very short 8 weeks lol. 1/4 done already =D.

At least I know there exist someone...

Japan trip was omg fun. The culture is so different, everybody is smiling though stress level is higher cos of high living standards. And students there earn a whooping minimal wage of 13.50 bucks an hour while Singaporean students...

I learned some kan ji or nippon whatever in a wrong way from the dao you...

Good morning is oh hi yo!
Good afternoon is ko ni chi wa (kao ni yang wo in hokkien)
Good evening is kun be wa (sleep on me)
Good night is wo ya si ni

=D and the way to speak is damn cute haha. And most importantly i learned how to bargain in a country that doesnt allow bargaining wahahah. A simple few sentences and acting is sufficient hohoho lol. Just go around sumimase... ano... ikurai deskar? demo... ano... hohoho. maybe it works cos im student-age haha and japanese students earning 13.50 an hour are considered super poor cos even the poorest japanese guy earned 400k yen a month which is like 5.4k starting pay lol. well high living costs...

Went to Universal studios on the first day. The place is holy crowded. Went there not to wan you xi but to wan pai dui. In the end only played the spiderman ride which was damn dizzy cos it's 4-D fire wind water ice, +roller coaster, +3-D vision specs damn fun but queued for like 80minutes? lol... and japanese are damn frigging patient i see the roller coaster ride dreamride 120 minutes odd people still queueing up... wth. no life dao... ok so i was more no life watch sesame street with my brother... but at least there's elmo =p





And I'm so lucky cos it's school holiday season till april in Japan so all the students are there playing =p

The bullet train looks sleek. Actually it looks exactly like the toy train wadever brand it is. It's quite fast though despite it's railed on wheels not like the magnet train in China. And the seats are 1st class converted to air plane and they can be turned around spin spin spin.



Went to a few temples that were supposed to have tons of cherry blossoms blooming but thanks to El Nino, it's freezing in japan still like 5 to 15 degrees so only one pathetic plant bloomed out of so many days... So much for cherry blossoms, they just look like figs...



I managed to get a substitute for cherry blossoms though =D



Snowball fights in the mountains where waterfalls freeze upon touching the ground and the air is misty. Damn fun. Picturesque scenery while the coach tunnels through endless mountains and valleys travelling on 1-laned roads like 1500 metres above bodies of water...

DisneySea was the best. Less people haha. Many worlds. Shows were the best cos they spam fireworks like free. After every scene or act, POOOOOM cackles fireworks. lalala.

Food was damn zai in Japan. Sashimi boat owns. Especially Kobe beef omg. One small piece is like 100 bucks there, compared to Singapore of course much better liao. So our dao you told us the story of Kobe beef.

They drink Kirin beer as plain water for 8 months till they are slaughtered. So i went to drink as well =D the same very beer haha.



They get massaged daily morning noon night. I went for 3 hot springs =p Jaccuzi hot spring next to Fuji mountain. Can't take pictures though cos it's all nude haha.

They get to exercise every early morning. By means of exercise is walking on treadmills not frolicking about the meadows lol. I walked down and up Ginza many times cos the street only have Gucci Prada LV Burberry as well as the limited Blue label Salvatone Feragamo Armani Tiffani and Co. which are like so i cannot afford lor.

They get to eat wheat stalks instead of rubbish. And i get to eat them. It even comes with a birth cert.

POP!!!

Finally damn happy to be a private. There are so many great moments in there, the blasted tekong, despite being in the most xiong company ninja, but all becomes "echoes of memories" =D, and I passed out from the most xiong company with a bunch of great friends. Yeah... great friends who sabo each other on the last night right before POP. People waking up with whole blanket white with powder, their beds right outside the bunk at the corridor, field bag filled with combat rations, spectacles covered with toothpaste and camou and stuck in a web of black tapes on their beds BEAT 9 weeks of BMT. That night made BMT worthwhile lol.

Anyway POP was damn shitty in the rain but anyway all the rehearsals were in the rain so we were well-trained i guess. Then again, our OC is the only red barret so we will be constantly being scrutinized la our commanders say so suddenly nobody moved in a file and everyone execute everything perfectly -.- unlike the rehearsals. Then again, being able to bring in a camera owns everything else haha.

My favourite picture like omg la hahaha. Our respectable and well-liked OC jeffrey tan.

I'm a sergeant!!! Knock it down!

The most cool sergeant Weijie=D

PC Kok(Cock) Wei

Sec Com Kimwei the hot fish

Forever hungry sergeant jian nan who is always seen eating at the coy line, other than that, he'll be collecting hot water to make drinks.

PS Yusoff who cried cos we were his best platoon ever =p

Death defying moments

Guess who's the cam whore

Ninja family

I'm super sick with total loss of voice this morning cos of the 24k road march in pouring rain for the whole journey and now i'm left with so little time to decide on what uni course to apply for with shitty results and still have pop full day rehearsals coming up.

geez..

OCS COS SOC

WAHAHAHA i cleared all my sad stories. Wheee~ time to slack. Coy admin big boxes come fill my world right up right up yeah!

Book outs getting shorter and shorter but pop in 1 week's time!

I'm still alive omg...

After field camp sit test fast marches at the pace of running, i'm alive!!! i calculated omg this week is one hell of a long week we "walked" about 45km in all WTF + there was SOC full run down right b4 book out. WAHAHAHAHA... -.-

luckily this coming week after wednesday is slack!!! knn sbj pulling me down. hope urban ops not so bad. soc test just pass it and 1 more week to POP! Xiang de mei haha. Although still have the dreaded 24k road march but the 16k was really slack. Marching with other companies really rock man otherwise we'll all just die again like we did on monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday... etc. 4k MARCH in 20 min imagine ... GAH!

Oblivion rocks. Undisputed game of the year man. Gotta prepare for book in gah. And ninja nite :D

Field Camp

RAwr. I survived! Objective completed lol. Not bathing for so many days and finally taking a bath rocks. And because of the 2pid stay alert thing i only slept for 1 hour wtf... can die one lar. The food not as bad cos there was a lot of food and i finished all of them even help my buddies finish =D. 2pid camou cultivating lots of pimple spots now and another field camp coming up in 3 days time like wth... haiz.

Cos of the field camp cannot go for class cny party lar. Sian. sian sian sian. Well at least i'm still alive. I've accomplished all the veto factors!!! so theoretically i could just pon the remaining 4 weeks of BMT and fail IPPT and still pass BMT overall WAHAHAHAHA. CHAO KENG here I come. Nin!jaa rocks

High on carbs

Been eating really too much. Way way too much. Now without nightsnacks, gnawing on even more oreo and ovaltine biscuits, extra portions of every dish, finished like 2 boxes of chinese new year goodies just, and never-before whipping appetite of like 2-3 bowls of rice at home... fat. I'll be overweight in 2 weeks if this keeps up gah. Army really makes people fat.

2nd bookout and visit to SDC which was really waste of time taking the coach from pasir ris to jurong like took forever. Every inch of my body aching, from ankle to shin to calf to knee to thigh to head... oww.

Army life is like total seclusion. Isolated from the rest of the world, oblivious beings we recruits are, 50 of us living on one set of TODAY newspaper to catch up with the times. Kamikaze birds and never ending settling heaps of dust, no wonder everybody's getting the tekong cough. Status people as many as those non-status. Just imagine the platoon line-up. gg.

I think this time i really want it.

Eating spree

BWAHAHAHAH. Getting army pay rocks. i ate everything that marche has in one go lol. Salad, fillet, rosti, pasta, bread, soup, pork knuckle that owns, 2 scone ice cream bleah. im gonna grow damn fat real soon man imagine i could spend 100bucks on food every weekend WAHAHAHAH. *burp.

platoon dota owns lol. Everybody's nick is like N3*** blah blah lol. And all their dota damn pro. Blardy no lifers. Can be done, think ar think...

there's smth more to stress about though ><

Blue Clouds

I miss you so
All this time that you were with me
You're on my mind
For all the time i was waiting

For two hearts to beat in time
And for the love that is so damn hard to find
But for the only one, for you
I know it's true
I have fallen in love, with you.




So many many things to say. So many things that i feel. So many encounters and experiences in just shortly 2 weeks odd. Just glad to be in the company that i am in, not the Company but my company if you get what i mean. It's fun to imitate all the crap out of the superiors haha and just niao them. And get pumped but nevertheless to kill time. worth it.

Life isnt as bad as what i thought. Seriously haha. Not the best, not the type of life i want, but at least im still alive!!! The only thing is the food la wah piang. Im always hungry -.- And worse is i gained 3.5kg in 2 weeks. Wth.

Ate damn a lot today. Sakae sushi and orchard buffet with even more sushi peng gang food and durian puree which i gulped like 20 over cups cos it's so damn good =D FAT! Argh must train more wheee.

Tml go eat more food b4 i go back into the food deprived prison which serves black broccoli rotten cauliflower soggy carrots squishy tau ghey elastic pork ribs that chews like rubber bands chicken soup that taste like long gou water syrup drinks that taste like unfiltered water chunks of unpenetrable fish meat totally non tangy prawn/sotong/fish who-knows-what is it balls raw-potato tasting fries that are totally brittle not crisped and much more. Bottom line is i shall eat more b4 i go in =D

Lights out 0245. Don't test the system understand. Don't turn me into a monster.

Back and alive

Nothing m uch to say. Actually so many things to say. But i cant blog it down due to some reasons lol. So much for being alive. So much for freedom of speech. crap lol. at least im alive and kicking with whole body aching but army life is fun haha. at least for me.

damn shitty

Pre-army prologue

Wheee army is coming so much fun oh how i anticipate to get into army and have fun. What a hypocrite thinking lol.

Went for kbox ytd. Yenny went with his botak head but omgsomuscular arms bulging from his sleeves liao. WALAO only 3 weeks la. tml de tml going in liao and so 11am is leopard company the slackest one but i go in at 2pm which is most probably the most notoriously xiong ninja. hope i survive the confinement, the firing, the beds, the food, the 8 weeks. :( gah... and the very strict ippt.

And since after A lvl's i've been thinking hard about what i wanna be. Or wad i do best. Since there might not be enough time in army to think. Cos by february all the applications are finalised. So i found out that i am suited to be a slacker. So maybe i'll survive army after the 8 weeks after all. Cos i heard it's really slack =p Wheee.

The Singapore Conspiracy

Wheeeeee. Singapore is coming up with a super huge increase in standard of living. I estimate it to be about 250% increase. You know why, that's cos everything is so blardy ex. now we're all going to be swallowed by the tides of economy.

In the past, food were cheap especially titbits. After the hike of just a meagre 2% if im not wrong, wooo-oooh the burger sweets price increased like 70 cents. Everything increased by like 50% more. Even in hawker, food portions drop even though price never increased wtf -.- McDonald's burgers size shrunk until like flour is as expensive as abalone lar. wth.

Then the taxi hike come in. So expensive until taxi also no business. From ding's house to my house used to be 5 bucks. Now it's like 8 bucks. 3 whooping bucks just for to get a taxi easier. Not worth it man. I'd rather call radio taxi and pay 50cents more. And this few days keep going his house. Very toon i'll become Singapore's under average income citizen la.

Then public transport conspiracy comes in. Bus waiting time used to be 10 minutes the most. BUT now it takes me 20 minutes to wait for 2 buses which i can take. Like that so more people will take taxi or drive car. But wait, fuel prices increased to its highest this week. Oh so we're left with what options, tied in with the adult fare that increased not too long ago too from like 60cents to 67 cents and etc. a few cents but the dollar fares become significant. There is definitely less room for luxury, a greater dividing gap between rich and poor uprising, what is going to happen :(